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LOOK, FROM WATCHING "THE ELLEN DEGNERES SHOW" I FOUND I LOOK LIKE A MODERN GIRL BUT LIKE MY DAD.  I DON'T WANNA LOOK LIKE MY DAD IN THAT WAY, YOU *BEEP*

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I got another insulting message from Chloe Grace Moretz.  So, I posted that I fell asleep in my bathtub.  She is threatening that I have to be hurt.

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I wish I could post the last insulting message, but I'm too tired to figure it out.

Hey, get Tim Burton.  He's sending me really insulting messages and monitoring me in private.

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Look what else happened.  Soon, these surprises will happen behind my back.

So, it's the anniversary of something for Nell Burton, forgot it was almost her birthday.  Wow, this has to do with Ellen DeGeneres.  I don't want her to be "the last one."  Why would you care about her?  She's not important.  Oh wow, just go all out and throw attacks at me.  I didn't really mean that.  I'm tired of getting these personal messages.

Hey, I lost my appetite.

My dad keeps communicating to me insulting messages for no reason.

Girls from Kentucky

What do you think of the people from Kentucky all thinking they're so moral because of Johnny Depp?  Those tall, slim brunettes.

Why should I care of people who've already thought of this a long time ago?  They probably approve.

They are just like the Hell below the needless morals of instate Pennsylvania.  This has nothing to do with New Orleans nor New Jersey.  If you don't have the answer, you don't have the answer.  It's not really exciting.  :|  You "don't have the answer."  I also only like one area of Ohio.

What do you think of Britney Spears?  Doesn't she seem to think she's overly special and she thinks she knows it now?  I don't want to feel sorry for girls not being as cute as when they were kids.

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I deleted the posts with ****.  Well, edited.  :|

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STOP

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SHUT UP YOU NIGGER STOP CONSOLING MY DAD STOP SQUEEZING CURSE WORDS OUTTA ME.  I have no idea what to say and wish I could just *beep* you.  Get this unimportant person out of my life.  They're doing stuff to me.  Do it to them.  They're putting ideas in my head.  They won't admit it.  Attack them.  See if they "did it."

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My dad seems to be doing this for no good reason.

I don't want a relationship with him.  I haven't had one.  Unlike most people who are worn in that idea, it's a big deal to me.  I tried to talk to him before.  He got mean to me when we moved.  Ever since the mental hospital, I've darted him, in a sense.

STOP THESE NOISES.  Go bother the people bothering me, which might be my dad.

LOOK WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM.  This is all because I didn't Twitter with Ellen DeGeneres over the summer.  My dad said the n word thing doesn't matter, it seemed, but he's the one who caused the problems in the past years.  He should be ****.  Wait, this is Ellen DeGeneres.  Stop counseling me on what I do to my dad.  Hey, stop.  I'm not really thinking about this, but it seems you are.  I have no idea what you're saying.  I already know the answer.  Hey, be quiet, I'm trying to relax.  Go get bothered, yourself.  Hey, stop sending me these messages.  My dad shouldn't be involved in my life.  This is Tim Burton's fault.  Look, just like h*** my dad if you are mad at me for pointing fingers at tools.

Hey, I feel weighted down in trash.

I didn't even talk to my dad.  He keeps leaving messages, but he's a nigger.

Hey, leave me alone.

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Hey, stop bothering me for when I complained about the New Orleans area.  Oh "when I complained about the New Orleans area."  No, I don't remember, but I wasn't feeling well.  I didn't feel like doing anything.  My life was unfair.

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I feel kinda full of like fast food, like hot dogs.  I woke up to some "loser" noise..  Just go away, stupid, I don't care about you nigger, oops, I almost said babout..

I woke up thinking of people being dragged for some reason.

Another stupid thing, I felt my dad trying to pore in on me in some sense.  He's just worthless.  (Problem, this also associates with something.)  He's sitting there calculating my needs before I feel them and then making fun of me for it.

I got a lot of stuff at the store because I needed it.  I waited until this month, spent too much money.  Not really sure why.  Should have gone to Wa-Mart 1st?  Didn't feel like it, didn't know it mattered.  Got stuff @ CVS.  :|  I put back a bunch of things and need more I didn't even bother getting, other things.

I got really mad, too, Ellen DeGeneres influenced me not to be with my dad in a bad way yet got me "closer" to him.  *BEEP*  STOP MAKING ME CURSE TO LISTEN.  I'm so mad, I don't know what to post nor do.  Hey, be quiet.  Hey, what does that mean.  Go away.  Stop.

Hey, be quiet.  I'm calling the police if you have my dad talk to me.  Be quiet.  What's your problem, loser, leave me alone.  I was trying to sleep.  I kept hearing faint noises like talking.  I feel like I didn't have the right food for just too long and can't relax.  I was gonna go back to sleep.  Whoops!  Look, leave me alone.  You're not smart.  Stop making me mad.

OOH I HOPE YOU ALL SLEEP WELL.  What if we just stuffed you with shit?

These people are beyond words mean and I'm feeling threatened for my respect by cursing in this situation.  Something else happened.  I'm tired of messages with my dad.  He's just a pervert.  Hey, you're making fun of me for not cursing.  You're worthless.

Dream

I was having all these pills of different sizes, standing up miserable, with people tending to me.  FORGOT THE REST BECAUSE I HIT MY HEAD.  I blame Ellen DeGeneres.

Nitey

Off to bed, soon.  3(

So, no, I didn't iron.

Spoiled Brat

So, no one would care about Ellen DeGeneres's spoiled brat.

Wow, Tim Burton, wake up and smell the fresh err.

Having Kids

Tim Burton could have a nice kid, but I guess the mom would have to be good.

A Kid

So, Ellen DeGeneres can have a kid with Tim Burton.  Better than with anyone else, unless someone else pops up, which I don't believe sol

However, that kid wouldn't actually be better than me.  A kid is mixed between 2 people...

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My dad's family is nasty.

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SO, WHAT'S THE ANSWER?

Why is Tim Burton's daughter so fat?  I didn't want her to be fat, but I didn't imagine up every kid.  I thought we weren't supposed to, anyway.  I don't have to be like her.  There's no reason.

I just went around concerned about people, maybe posted online, how I used to be.

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It seems like my dad also struck an agreement with Tim Burton.  WHY ARE YOU ACTING LIKE I MADE YOUR DAUGHTER FAT YOU IDIOT.

Why should I care?

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What if we said Ellen DeGeneres wasn't interesting when she was young?

Wait, I saw some "interesting" ones.

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Now, nothing Ellen DeGeneres does matters.  Now, she's like everyone else.  She seems to have ended up doing something funny to amuse others.  Why are people so mean?  They're so racist, like come again later.  You know I am feeling kinda peachy.  I didn't get the right food, yesterday, and I've been in lots of tight situations.

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So, Ellen DeGeneres submits to the crowd.

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Why is Ellen DeGeneres busy getting mad at me for being me?  She has a problem and has a problem with the n word thing and so do I.

A Theory

I already had a theory.  Pretty much, you can't eliminate everything from a given situation or way of being a person, not sure how I figured that out.

Help!

Tim Burton doesn't care if he sets a trap for Ellen DeGeneres.  Just admit it.  He's been mean since the n word thing scared of my dad.

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STOP - Stop getting miniscule with me about my dad's crap.  Looks like you guys don't really care nor like me after all.

Wow, that's so important.

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Ellen DeGeneres - I got another message.  So, I played tennis with my brother.  I went to a Chinese doctor for my ears.  I ate at a certain restaurant.  My face was flat after.  I put this picture up on Twitter after a recent picture.

LOOK COME OUT IN THE OPEN AND TELL THE WORLD YOUR PROBLEM WITH ME NOT FOLLOWING YOU ON TWITTER OR JUST SHUT THE HELL UP

You and Tim Burton.  What's your problem?  Don't want to use the internet?  What do you want us to be actors?  You 2 don't act and make a riot about it.  Get to the point.  You go online?

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Just **** my dad.  He's a nigger.  He's torturing me like he's Ellen DeGeneres or Tim Burton, but he's just a nigger.  He didn't get me my food.

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No one cares about Ellen DeGeneres.  I can post what I want on my blog.  You never listen.  I didn't get my food.  I got lots of nasty messages this season.  What, was I supposed to follow you on Twitter then?  You're boring.  You're a loser.

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SHUT UP YOU PIECE OF SHIT

Hey, wanna talk, dummy?  It's too late.  What's your problem?  Don't ruin my life.

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So, is it Tim Burton's fault I didn't get food to eat?  Why is my dad at it?  He's retarded.  Someone stop him.  He's a nigger.

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STOP BEING SUGGESTIVE LIKE TIM BURTON

Like, thinking the losers and meanies need a turn.  QUIT CALLING ME A NIGGER.  AH!

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STUPID NEW ORLEANS CULTURE.  Something looks like it might make people jealous so maybe take it away.

And it wasn't even you who caused this particular problem, on purpose.

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So, Ellen DeGeneres thinks it's funny maybe there's some other explanation for her nastiness for making my dad not bring me good food.

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WHAT NOW I'M GONNA *BEEP* YOU

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I see that I'm being cut into unfairly.  You know, this isn't fun, and I keep getting harmed by those who care about me.  Do you even know how to think?

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Should Baby Boomers be allowed to think?  I think my dad realized "what he was for" but still wants to look cool.

Hm Hm

What's wrong with Ellen DeGeneres?  She is so wound up.

Secrets

Why didn't Ellen DeGeneres hold on to her past culture?

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So, now, I know that when you think of a curse word you didn't mean to think of it.

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You got something to talk about because I don't unless you listen to me, you freak.

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LEAVE ME ALONE.

I got another contrapted message.  Just go away..  I can't even think that stupidly.

So, my mom's mom gave me a black dress with sequins for my birthday she sewed on.  I noticed my pictures of me singing looks like I started to dress up more.  WHAT'S THE USE IN THIS MESSAGE.  SHUT UP!

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LEAVE ME ALONE!

I got another message.  So, my dad gave me double orders of food.  Earlier, I wanted to eat out at a Thai restaurant.  My dad brought it home earlier.  We might have eaten somewhere else, but we ate at Wendy's.  He brought me home Wendy's today.

OH MY GOD I'm hearing noises.  Shut the Hell up, you demon.

Sleep Living and Dancing the Night Away ay ay ay

I'm watching myself, didn't even think and found I clicked "Blowin' in the Wind."

I'll dance the night away ... ..

... la la la

Places

Ellen DeGeneres sorts people from where they're from, but she goes in circles.

I don't know.  I guess she's not really from the same area.  I gues I connect with people from I'm thinking now 2 other remote cities in the area.  I think she came from a more famous city, maybe the 2nd most known to me if not 3rd or if I remember another name..

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Ellen DeGeneres has serious problems.  You're supposed to always be open to possibilities.

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I've never passed out, but I feel like it.  Kinda thick and warbly.

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My head feels kinda empty and starchy.

Food

When I ate with people, they had a gooey pile of mess that didn't taste very good with something good hinted in that I took to.  BUT NO THEIR CHILDREN THINK I WAS BROUGHT UP MORE CAREFULLY AND THAT IT WAS UNFAIR.  It's always something with crunchy stuff sticking out.

My mom usually had this chicken with like a little saltiness and tasty gooey skin and white rice.  :|  Carrots and cucumbers.

Sometimes things that go with potatos..

Other things include Sloppy Joes about every week, a thick hamburger about every week, pizza like every other week or really good homemade pizza until we moved to the New Orleans area (so good it was the best thing and I had it on my birthday, in the nation's oldest continuing city,) tacos maybe every week or 2 that were really good..  Often really good cooked broccoli.

Often pepper steak, not enough beef, and I didn't like it and didn't eat the veggies (all peppers and onions, still don't eat them.)

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LEARN TO COOK

GO TO HELL

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You have a problem?  Learn to think you buffoon.

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What's going on here!  Stop making jokes!  I wanted my food!  It's too much.  I have a problem.  Stop picking on me and learn to think or I'll *beep*

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Go to Hell you mistakes.

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Stop.  Someone do something.  I want to h*** them.

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You piece of fluff.  I'M NOT GONNA BE M*****ED BY MY DAD YOU FREAKS TIM BURTON AND ELLEN DEGENERES.  WHAT DO YOU GOTS TO SAY ABOUT THAT?

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I understand that Ellen DeGeneres is forcing me to be with my dad and suffer.  GO TO HELL.  I WANT MY FOOD!  I'LL *BEEP* YOU.

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Can you stop being fascinated with my dad to me?  WHAT THE HELL HAS GOTTEN INTO YOU YOU PIECES OF DAMNATION?

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I tagged my last post.

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Where's my food?  I think I'm gonna m...

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Funny when people think you have to hurt someone to keep them safe.  I'm not *doing it* too.

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WOW, ELLEN DEGENERES, I'M MORE ATTRACTIVE THAN ALL THE PEOPLE ON YOUR SHOW AND YOU.

TAKE THAT!  NIGGERS.  YOU'RE ALL STUPID.  Just leave me alone.  I didn't even do anything.  Stop telling me I don't want attention, too.

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Ellen DeGeneres makes no sense.  You can't have fun and you can just live with shit.

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HELP!  I'M GONNA *BEEP* YOU FOR LISTENING TO MY DAD.  STOP THROWING SHIT AT ME.

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Tim Burton and Ellen DeGeneres keep making fun of me for seeing hints of my parents in me.

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WHO CARES ABOUT ELLEN DEGENERES AND TIM BURTON?  *BEEP*

I'd like to see "what's" up with them.

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I just went to get my food.

I got another message from my dad.  Just beat the crap out of him and *beep*.  I can have good food, not just those stupid worthless unattractive uninteresting movie stars.

I can get mad at Ellen DeGeneres for making me feel uncomfortable.  I'm gonna *beep* him if he is the only one who did it.  Someone, help me.  Just *beep* him.  He's being shit, blaming his almost dead mom.

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What's your problem Ellen DeGeneres?

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I WANT MY FOOD

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*BEEP* ELLEN DEGENERES

She made me mad at Tim Burton.

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*BEEP* TIM BURTON

I WANTED TO EAT WITH MY DAD BUT I DON'T WANT HIM TO M***** ME

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Ellen DeGeneres is annoying, and so is my dad.

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*BEEP* TIM BURTON AND HELENA BONHAM CARTER

I WANT REAL FOOD

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I got another message I don't like.  Someone stop this stupid group of people.  I hate that they think they're smart.

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ELLEN DEGENERES I TOLD YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT YOUR BC.

I wish I had more food.  I wish I had a better experience trying to get in movies.

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*Deleted*  *BEEP* HER!

No one cares what she has to say.  She's not even important.

Look, knock out this piece of shit.

Knock her brains out.  H*** her.  It's bringing ideas like she thought about it and think she's smart and involved and being mean.

That piece of shit is not my daughter.  SOMEONE DO SOMETHING *BEEP*

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Ellen DeGeneres cares about tweens.

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If Ellen DeGeneres made fun of me, like she planned around all this, I think she'd be in danger.

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I WANT MY FOOD YOU FUTURE D*** PERSON

I eat plain, healthy food and some fast food.  Where's my restaurant food for now?

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Stop fucking around you nigger.

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LEAVE ME ALONE

I SAID STOP IT.  ANSWER YOU STUPID PEOPLE.

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I DON'T CARE ABOUT HELENA BONHAM CARTER

GO AWAY YOU STUPID NIGGERS.  YOU'RE WORTHLESS, USELESS, MISTAKES.

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Look, people, you are all niggers.  Why the sudden fear for Helena Bonham Carter?  She seems pretty nice sometimes, but you gotta let out a big stinker on that one.

Niggers

So, only niggers are popular.  I'm sorta a police and sorta got forced into situations and out of others.

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My dad is a m*******ing fool thinking his daughter has to do the bad things he does.

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CUT IT OUT ELLEN DEGENERES YOU'RE A *BEEP* I'M NOT A NIGGER AND A PIECE OF TRASH

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Let's really get violent.  Can someone who's white arrest my dad?

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*beep* is a piece of shit.

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I WANT MY FOOD YOU NIGGERS

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If I like Ellen DeGeneres, I can also like other attractive people.

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Ellen DeGeneres can't make me not have restaurant food because she's a veggie.  She's a veggie, that's her fault.  STOP IT.  I WANT TO H*** YOU BECAUSE YOU'RE LAUGHING AT ME.

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I WANT MY FOOD

I WANT RESTAURANT FOOD NOT FAST FOOD

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Ellen DeGeneres is a self-torturing Jew.  I don't want to do that, too.

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Ellen DeGeneres doesn't want to be called a nigger, but something bad will happen to her.

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Tim Burton is gay.

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I don't care what Ellen DeGeneres thinks of my family.  What is her problem?  LEAVE ME ALONE.  SOMEONE STOP THIS.  FLOG ***!

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Stop you piece of shit.  Stop listening to my dad.  What about my female thing?

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Go *beep* yourself you piece of shit.

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Leave me alone.  You're a piece of shit.  Look, stop.  I don't want your crap.

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GET MY DAD OUTTA HERE.  HE CAN'T CONTROL ME.  I'M 26 AND I'M NOT BAD YOU NIGGERS.

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Maybe, we should go ahead and tear down Ellen DeGeneres for thinking she's all that.

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Ellen DeGeneres is being mean.  She thinks it's funny, I think.  Leave me alone.  Go get her.  Does she have anything to do with this?  My dad acted differently since Tim Burton and JOHNNY DEPP.

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I'M HUNGRY

GIVE ME MY FOOD

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Not listening anymore, huh?  Hey, you hungry, huh, huh?  Want to eat out?  Want to take out?  Whatta ya want now?  D****?  *Beep*

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Hey, you want some junk food, huh, huh?

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I want the food.  Does anyone know what's going on?

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Ooh, tweens, looks like you got a friend.

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You are a loser.  You suck up to mean people and tear others down who have no control in life.

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Hey, leave me alone?  What are you?  ☼

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People think it's funny.

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I WANT THE FOOD NOW

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I was eating at the 711.  They didn't even have fast food fresh.

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WHAT NOW?  I WANTED FOOD OUT.  I DON'T CARE HOW POLITE IT ISN'T TO ANYONE.  ARE YOU CRAZY?  GO TO HELL!

Fun Fun Fun Fun Fun

Oh, wow, Ellen DeGeneres, I could go around and **** your kids.

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I wish I could go around h***ing people who think they're of the Late Boom generation kids.

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QUIT ARGUING ME, YOU USELESS FIGMENT.  I DON'T GIVE A CRAP ABOUT PEOPLE IN THE MOVIES TODAY.  I WANT A CHANGE!  STOP MESSING WITH MY LIFE, ELLEN DEGENERES.  YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT, SAYING I BELONG IN SCHOOL IN A PROGRAM I DON'T LIKE.

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I added a tag to my last post.

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Ellen DeGeneres is so nice, but she doesn't make sense.  What's so funny about punishing a kid?  Especially when it's harming them for something and thinking it's funny it has to do something?

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My brother realized that something goes wrong and something big goes wrong.  I realized that that's the same thing, something that doesn't matter.

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There's no good in me not getting food out at a nice place.  Maybe, it's okay if I'm killed.

Yum

RB Float  BD

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Ellen DeGeneres doesn't have logic.  She'll believe anything about race and doesn't realize there's an intelligent answer.

NIGGERS

People act like I'm a big deal and then rat on me for not having watched much TV since I'm 1|2 Chinese and ruin my like opportunity to live an okay life.

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Why are Tim Burton, Johnny Depp, and Ellen DeGeneres so attacking about people thinking they're European?  HA HAHA HA HA

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Oh, maybe you were nothing.

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Oh, it's not my fault.  Well, I said no one cares about you!

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Why do Tim Burton and Ellen DeGeneres change so much?  Why are we being tested for our awareness of Ellen DeGeneres?  I remember hearing about her concretely when I was a tween.  I think before I would have thought that she wasn't of interest.

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I edited my blog address on my Twitter.

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Why is Ellen DeGeneres's life so nice?

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GO TO HELL I CAN TALK IF I WANT I SAID GO TO HELL

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GO TO HELL I DON'T CARE WHAT OTHERS EAT

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Why is Ellen DeGeneres convinced that someone like me would be ousted as looking like someone born more around the flower age and then later saying that other people can look like they want?  I guess on the surface, it isn't very convincing.

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Why are people saying I'm basically made up of nothing that means anything, like my nose means nothing?  What am I supposed to do?  I was just waking up!  Thanks a lot, Johnny Depp fans.

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What does Ellen DeGeneres etc. expect?  Why get so sad when I fight my way out of my dad and others in public?  And the attacks of the queasiness and lies of Tim Burton and inklings of Johnny Depp for taking to more than one famous person.  Pu-lease.  What's going on here?  I didn't say to literally do away with anyone.  Maybe, she's getting over age and not having kids..

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I went to a Chinese doctor, and suddenly my face wasn't as poofy.  Think you can just keep making it flatter?  I don't want a flat face, at all.

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Someone get my grandma.  My dad knows that she influenced me like I did something wrong in a sneaky way and won't come out and let me fix my relationship.  I mean since I was like 2.  Maybe even before!

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I tagged the 2nd to last post.

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I don't care about you gay people who can't interact.

Help!

Someone might knock out anyone I care about.  They're also saying they made me meet them.  HELP!  SOMEONE DO SOMETHING.  *BEEP* THEM.  *BEEP* THEM.

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Someone knock my dad out.  He's meditating on things I need and then taking away other things I need.  Ellen DeGeneres thinks it's funny, and I watch her show..

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Someone do something.  My dad thinks Ellen DeGeneres told him not to get me food at a nice restaurant.  I think he's getting me back for his mom supposedly being mad I don't want to go out to the gym now.

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Tim Burton has had his Sep 9 Tweet up.  Also, he got worked up about me answering people.  He stopped pretending to talk to me and I got fat.

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I thought that it was good to eat more food but that dieting is also fun, fasting.  However, he blames me for the trash of his kids and wants to influence my kids.  Go to Hell!

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Tim Burton is a nigger.

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Wow, Ellen DeGeneres is no New Orleanian.  She thinks everything is up in the air.  She's not being mean.  Maybe you should go *beep* yourself.

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STOP SENDING ME THESE MESSAGES - YOU THINK YOU'RE GONNA GET AWAY WITH IT

YOU'RE A BUNCH OF GAY TRASH

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Stop go away you curse brain.

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SHUT UP

I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOUR SHIT

YOU'RE A LIAR AND PHONY

SOMEONE GET THEM

I SAID BE QUIET STOP I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOU I MEAN YOU THAT MADE THAT NOISE STOP I'M HURTING MYSELF STOP!

STOP IT YOU GOOD FOR NOTHING GET OUTTA MY WAY

K*** THEM

I stayed home a week stuck on burgers watching people smirk.  I had some other problems, my dad got me double orders out.  Since Frankenweenie.  Now, I didn't get nice food out.

Practical Jokes

Tim Burton doesn't care if people suffer, and Ellen DeGeneres "is a clown."

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If Ellen DeGeneres and Tim Burton are out to meet the world but listen to my dad I'll *beep*

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Ellen DeGeneres and Tim Burton made me not get nice food, or my dad did because of them.

They think it's a joke.  They think I did something.  They think they can have anything because they're famous and that they're better.

What do you want me to do, go to prison for life?

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If it were legal, I'd be influenced to *beep* you.  If I thought I was safe, I'd probably h*** you.

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Why do people keep surrounding me like they're all that and I did something wrong.  Go away.  I said stop.  Why do I have to curse to get your GODDAMN attention?

Problem

So, why can I not eat from a nice restaurant at home just because Ellen DeGeneres and Tim Burton exist?

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Why do people think Ellen DeGeneres is forward and likes them?

Problem

You're not like Ellen DeGeneres's veneration.  Who cares about her?  She doesn't care about anyone.  Maybe, she's racist.

Potato

I told my dad yesterday, "I like[s] mine ... raawww."  (The Hobbit cartoon.)

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I put the girl's middle name in.

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How stupid can Ellen DeGeneres be?  Just because Chloe Moretz is filled up like me and Helena Bonham Carter filled Tim Burton's daughter doesn't mean you go straight in for the kill.

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I don't care about you.  I want to eat out.  Maybe, I'll sit here and waste my time and post threa*s.

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Why is Ellen DeGeneres worked up about people having kids?  Why doesn't she get ready to have a kid?  Maybe, she doesn't like any guys.  Maybe, most of the good ones are taken.  Maybe, they'd still want a kid with her but would be influenced by their wives, unless they're Tim Burton.

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I'm gonna *beep* you if you make me submit to my dad like everyone else.  He's a tub of lard and better off d***.

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Oh, so you want me to cook, but, instead, we could have made another trip to the grocery store and I could have had food out taken home because if I was willing to go out you'd pay for it.

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Go away.  I got another message.  Someone end this.  Get this out of my life.  Go away, you niggers.  LEAVE ME ALONE.  I'M GONNA GET YOU *BEEP*

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SOMEONE DO SOMETHING GET ONLINE RIGHT NOW YOU WORTHLESS PIECE OF *BEEP*

Problem

So, from my brother I found something out about this that's hard to think of, for some strange reason..  LEAVE ME ALONE YOU WIMP.  GO *BEEP* YOURSELF.

I think I'm at an overload.

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STOP PLAYING WITH ME.  MAYBE I SHOULD "PLAY" WITH YOU.  AND *BEEP* MY DAD.

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I had tagged the post before last.

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I DON'T CARE ABOUT ELLEN DEGENERES.  I DON'T HAVE TO SUFFER BECAUSE SHE WANTS A FIRM HOLD ON EVERYTHING.  SHE THINKS SHE'S PERFECT AND THAT THE WORLD DOESN'T GET TO CHANGE.

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SOMEBODY NORMAL DO SOMETHING MY DAD DIDN'T GET ME NICE FOOD OUT AND I WANTED TO STAY HOME AND I DON'T DRIVE

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Maybe I should just **** you for listening to my dad.

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Wow, you famous people are worth nothing.

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LOOK I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOU AND YOUR MISTAKES ... STOP MAKING FUN OF ME YOU GODDAMN NIGGERS

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I SAID STOP.  SOMEONE DO SOMETHING.  MY DAD IS CONTROLLING MY LIFE.  I AM 26.  CONTROL HIS.

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If you don't stop, I'll s*ear you.

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So, is it safe to say this all for Ellen DeGeneres?  Me losing my female thing and eating lots of pizza.  ...  Me not getting to eat food out now at home though before I did sometimes.

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What kind of person do you think I am?  One who makes no sense?  You think I deserve to lack funds?  Wow, stop getting back at me my whole life!  ':0

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Oh, wow, I see who we really care about, now.

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I'm gonna *beep* you

Quit making fun of me or I'll h*** you

PROBLEM

MY DAD WON'T GET ME FOOD AT A NICE RESTAURANT

HEY, YOU'RE MAKING FUN OF ME

WHAT AM I GONNA DO NOW

TAKE AWAY EVERYONE'S FOOD

*BEEP*

I KNOW WHAT THIS TRASH IS ALL ABOUT

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I changed my Twitter profile picture.

Wendy's

I ate the spicy chicken salad.  I had some of my light Minute Maid Lemonade, though they also have natural.  I have a Southern Chicken Sandwich and a spicy chicken wrap.  I also have a Root Beer float.  Oh and chili fries I don't like.

Problem

What are you waiting for now, the next remark from Helena Bonham Carter on Ellen DeGeneres?

A Strong Person

My mom is from Indonesia, and my dad is white, so I'd think I'd be a strong person.

My skin is fair, and my hair is dark and my eyes are compact or were.

A Nice Race

Can you believe Tim Burton thinks he's whiter than Ellen DeGeneres?  Ellen DeGeneres had light hair and is a nice person.  She's definitely someone to want to know, if you want to know.

Problem

LOOK, I DON'T NEED THE HELP OF INCOMPETENT|INCAPABLE PEOPLE IN MY BRIDGEWAY TO ENGLAND & EUROPE.

Problem

In Florida, curse words were realy sensitive.  In Louisiana, I went to a Catholic school and it really hurt me that everyone cursed a lot, words like friggin' all the time, and some people cursed a whole lot.  So, I thought about it because I couldn't really think about it.  People thought it was a big deal, later.

Problem

Look, I'm tired of Johnny Depp.  He's getting Ellen DeGeneres in trouble.  What happened to the movie Johnny Depp, the old Johnny Depp?  I guess he's just a figment of the imagination.  Wait, who cares about him, anyway?  I guess you're just jealous of the people who've been posting about him..

What's wrong with Ellen DeGeneres?  She thinks she can be mean because of the n word thing.  Maybe, we should get her in a bad mood and see what really happens to her.

Problem

Something weird happened and I forgot what I was even gonna say.

Look, these people are hurting me and blaming me for stuff I didn't do..

Problem

Who do you think you are?

Problem

What is the problem with Ellen DeGeneres?  Every time you want to debate something, she like harms you or someone you know..  Why don't we just go rampage some people?

Problem

Looks like we have a problem in the world.

Problem

Look, I could hurt myself.

Problem

My dad used to get me food from regular restaurants when I didn't leave the house, like Applebee's.  Not sure I made it anywhere else.

This isn't a game.

Wendy's

Ate

I finished the rest of the pizza.  So, I had the slice and the other deep dish single.

I had a few Oreos with thick chocolate frosting.  I had some of mint frozen pie.  I had 2 Brussels sprouts.  I had 1 1|2 hot dogs with ketchup and wheat buns, used to always bake the buns.  I microwaved the hot dogs.  I used to cook my hot dogs on a pan on the stove all the time, too.  I was covering them awhile ago, I think, like I think I'm doing with hamburgers now so they cook well.

I also woke up to watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."  I can't wait to see Amanda S. from Les Miserables.  She was in another big musical I didn't see because I guess I wasn't going to movies then.  I think she started singing later and started acting maybe as a late teen?  Oh well, I'll look at her later...

I need to not use facial cleanser, today.  I am just using moisturizer and may use the gentler wash.

I can hear the blood pumping in my brain in the back.  I have on my ear plugs, foam ear plugs.

I feel a bit tired and lackadaisical.  Maybe, I'll post on my blog and stuff, maybe sing and dance and post myself talking about magic and touching people.  More ironing, tonight!

Well-Connected

I thought I already had a relationship with my family.  3|

Nitey

Going to lie down in my clean sheets.  3)

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Not Guilty

I wonder why people in the New Orleans area acted like I was a guilty culprit.

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2 Showers

Well, 3.  2 long baths.  I had to put moisturizer on my wrists, which were dried up like my supposed "tears" in the New Orleans area after college my 1st year when I thought my life became monitored, like an experiment.

Showered

Ah!  3)  Still feeling cluttered.  Tomorrow, at the 711, I may just get a salad and a lemonade or something and maybe a dessert.  :|

I had a 2nd piece of French toast pizza.

Eating

I had 2 Brussels sprouts and a deep dish pepperoni pizza and am having a French bread pepperoni pizza.  Now, I only have the sliced Baron pizza and the remainder of these 2 packs, left.

New Text Box

Race
❋ Northern China
✩ Indonesia
☀ Paki

Hot

My legs are like volcanos with sweat lining the skin.

I'm wearing my travel-themed loungepants.

Busy Day

What a day!  We went to the grocery store.  I came back.  I had a set of pita wraps at 711, a bottle of strawberry smoothie that was alright.., and an e - clair donut.  $9-$10.  Reminiscent of where I used to live.  Don't know if they sell good pitas here now.

Then, I ironed another load, with pants waiting to dry and hopefully iron tomorrow morning.  I put in a load of towels.  I put my bedding on.

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Sweat Beads

I'm flushed, cool yet heated.
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People in Action

So, I was asking my dad ... police are more likely to be killed than militiamen?
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Hot

I'm in my walking shoes from Sports Authority.
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At the Grocery Store

:)

I got 3 really good kinds of little pizzas.

Thick beef burgers, bun length Oscar..., thin rye buns, wheat dog buns, chocolate Oreos, Brussels, some pulp OJ, cheese grits, thick bacon, coconut cookies, lemon biscuits, Propel peach bottles, Aquafina...
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Entertainment Industry

What do you think about being a stupid movie star?  I kinda want to like earn money.  Then, I hope something opens up in the world.  I already submitted myself and was denied.  I mean, it would have been fun.  I would have gotten excited?

Conspiracy

Maybe, you can't save me.

Exercise

I did some core workout.

Problem

So, howcome people have like trumped attention to me for my dad and mom, etc.?

Washing

I'm washing my bedding.

Problem

So, Ellen DeGeneres has no logic and doesn't fit in.  Yes, I care that I'm nice about her, but I just realized something.  I didn't say like she had nothing to say.  Like, her points seem kinda like Tim Burton, doesn't make sense and is a racist defense.

Problem

Once you spoil someone, you have a problem to deal with.  Don't like walk in on my life.

Problem

Who do you think you are?

Problem

Leave me alone.

Look, now I want to *beep* you.

Problem

What's your problem?  If you were here, I'd h*** you.

Problem

No, I don't like how you like to get details wrong in the big picture too much and then act like I have a problem and bother me and go on and on.

I hope you feel better.

That facial wash must be a bit of a shock.  Maybe, I shouldn't use it tonight.  My pores are getting cleaner.  I'm thinking I'll use the plain wash and not the medicated grapefruit wash.  I just have normal body lotion.

I thought I'd be able to walk all last night and didn't even jog but came home dilapidated and didn't eat.  xp  I was in the bath a long time, though.  8I

Acting Gay

So, are you gonna act like someone is gay or make them think that?  :|

Sorry?

Do you think Ellen DeGeneres regrets calling the girl from Sarasota, wherever it is, gay?  I don't really feel sorry for the girl just Ellen DeGeneres.  I wouldn't call her gay.

Washing

Washing my linen and comforter.  :|

Showered

Still feeling a little bad.  :(

So Insulting

I was so insulted when I came to Orlando and stayed.  I'm originally from Florida.  East Coast, Southwestern and Northwestern and Southwestern and Northwestern, different places..  I just felt that I was like totally suggested that I was like nothing.  That "what" I did meant nothing.  I can see that, but it was a bit too close.  It was wrong.  It didn't make sense.  It was weird.  It wasn't what I was used to.  Like, I went to college, and I was kicked out of my major and came crawling back time after time and was sneered at, as though I was nothing.  *Beep*  Oh, wow, Johnny Depp, as Willy Wonka.  Why was that American History class so hard?

Like, I tried to go to Orlando Ballet School, and they told me to spin and said I didn't have my foot in the right place, but no one does.  I mean, I know where it goes.  I had gotten fat, but it wasn't my fault.  Now, how am I supposed to lose weight?  Got something to say, you think?  Gonna accomplish something?  Well, I know that that was just a sneaky way of them acting and now I'm expected to take ballet if I want to do ballet again or I feel confronted about my liking of ballet.  So, I just learned that maybe you're not as sensitive if you open your legs.  Well, that could be a problem.  I mean, I did gymnastics, so I think I would know.

Shower

I wonder if I will take a shower this evening.  8.  I'm eating at home but may get a slurpee if no one kills me.

Danger - Caution - Warning

Don't get close to me if you overpower me and I have a knife.

So, you think I'm just some mistake showing off?  Take a look around.

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Desired Disney Job
✴ Part-Time Fancy Hotel Restaurant or Cleaning|Vacuuming

Desired Part-Time Job in Orlando
✈ I almost applied to be an airport greeter for Disney.
I got turned down by ✉ Sears in 2007 and ☃ Macy's Cosmetics

Dream

My arms were over my head, you know facing each other.

Dreams

I had the most amazing dream.  Finally, I was with these huge kinda gooey heads, like reddish blonde Tim Burtons, all lying sorta in stacks around.  I even touched one, lying on the floor.  I think for the 2nd time 2 big people squeezed in a box to hide in another room.  I was just on the floor in this room.  There was this icy person, like a cartoon of the Snow Queen but evil, kinda laughing like I wouldn't be tortured but threatening to ruin me and attack me I guess.  Like, she was gonna ruin my nose, but it wouldn't really "hurt."  Instead, She engulfed my arms in a huge force, and I was writhing like crazy and couldn't moved.  It was so like kinda I dunno stressful and a little painful or really fast and hard to defend.  I felt I was just so minisculely and so much was writhing out of this force that was attacking my arms, and I knew I would get out.  Her nose was kinda like a slope that went outward and down.  She was like blue and white.  So, no joy, but I was happy something worse wouldn't happen and that I wasn't stimulated.  So, I woke up, then, and it was similar to when I felt pain so much but not like disgusting and felt it for like years, the pleasure and happiness afterwards.  So, after this, I felt kinda like someone was touching me, maybe someone who was really mad at me, my arms, like a staticy reverberation and I never really felt very stimulated, maybe just a wave of dips.  My arms felt so like overpowered and disconnected.  It was the best feeling and exciting, like a ride you dread yet mostly enjoy.  So, it felt like that, and I finally got up.

I told you so.

Why would you want to be like Ellen DeGeneres growing up?  What has the world taught you?  I already decided to lay off me and blame the parents and I guess you could try to blame the kid.  I mean, what are you doing?  You're complaining that your kids look like me.  I didn't want your kids to look like me.  They're not supposed to pick up on the flaws.  You did that.  You influenced them to be that way.  I didn't agree and had nothing to do with it.  Maybe, some thoughts were thrust at me via media.  How polite is that?  You think I'm gonna handle your children?  Through telepathy?

The World

Isn't the world about Johnny Depp?

What's wrong?

What did I do wrong at 1st?  Why do you keep coming up with some excuse, like I was just born evil and that what I do now is all hypnotized and everyone else is like who they are?  Think maybe I was mistreated as an infant?

The Option to Live

What do you think about not giving me the option to live?  Like, supposedly, I did something mildly wrong, but then my whole life becomes jeopardized over everyone else, like "I'm not really that smart" and it doesn't matter if it's not my fault, I'm just made a big deal over in a bad way.  Then, more bad things happen, and they're not like I happen to be homeless.  What's the deal?  I know, for a long time, my dad thought I just had to keep feeling sorry and like suffer, like I shouldn't ever get away.  However, that's wrong, and I can fight back.  I mean, the question then goes to why not everyone else suffer just because I'm made to suffer unjustly I found because maybe it's okay since other people are suffering...  Well, like, if you kill maybe a poor black person in Africa, maybe it would be not as bad as killing a rich white girl.  What if the black person was already sick?

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Ate Out

I got a hot dog at a 711 and a Sunkist, which is in my bathroom, which is clean except I need to take some things out, and a long donut with red Peppermint sprinkles and chocolate frosting.  It was a big hot dog.

I saw a nice thin guy there who seemed to like me.  Everyone there seemed to.  I also saw 2 girls come in who were probably without heels around 5'6" or 5'7".  They seemed about my size.  They thought I pretty much made a statement.  They were like thin and curvy with hook noses and bleached hair.  Like, they were thinking, "Just 'say 'what.''"

Not Feeling Well

I'm not really feeling that well.  I just ironed 2 loads of laundry, hung up 2 more, and also washed the towels.

I also cleaned up the stuff I got and a few other things..  I arranged my new stuff in the bathroom.


Also, I got Dirty Jobs cleaning stuff for bathroom and multi-surface.

I found that the grapefruit acne body wash was labeled CVS Pharmacy, but I found it at Wal-Mart today..

I got princess vitamins, and they're shaped mostly like princesses.

I got toilet drops, a small brush and comb to go that's like darker aqua and probably shiny, hand wipes and to go, eye shadow, Colgate green most intense toothpaste, sticky waterproof clear earplugs and spent a lot of time in the bath, Caress body soap, this teddy bear brand with a design of wipes for going to the bathroom in a nice bubbly case, rubber hair wraps for green, the new Sheer Blonde which is for like all something but then later you read it's for lighter blondes (after I used Radiant Red for light red hair up north, I couldn't find it nor this round case of glitter for gold|platinum hair coming from up north, they stopped selling fancy stimulating body scrubs and sets at Bath & Body Works in 2007 and I saved mine for about 2 years, and something else oh yea they stopped selling teen vitamins after I stopped taking them once recently but the ear plugs are back at Wal-Mart..) and Fructis Hair Curl Gel, and clear plastic cups to wash my "pennies" in..

I got this cheap nail polish at the mall and it's taking forever to dry.  I mean, it's fun.  I guess I just have to make time.  I'll probably get something more expensive, next time.

I also plan to get a coat rack, a big air purifier (now have a leftover scented plugin that's working well,) and a spotlight lamp which only costs $42, like a shiny silver Boston lamp.  The total is $160 - $170.  For Christmas, I will probably get $250 - $300.  I'd like to get those sweaters, at Wal-Mart.  Maybe, my dad will get them as a Christmas present.  I told him I'd probably get clothes in January. 

He's also supposed to get me a loud fan that I think costs $150 - $200.  Maybe $100 to $150.  So, that should work out.  So, I have all my necessities.  At CVS, I got a little air sanitizer for the bathroom, a stack of colored pill boxes to take my vitamins when I eat out at a restaurant, other things..

Sweaters

There are a lot of nice long-sleeved, striped sweaters, at Wal-Mart.

I found a darker, hot pink and underneath black alternating material, 1 with lace, short-sleeved shirt I got and a pink and gray zip sweater and a navy blue with silky velvetty aqua under windbreaker I also got, have 2 different kinds of blue sweaters, navy and aqua zip.
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Ordered New Glitter Eye Shadow from Wal-Mart

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Worried

Not really, but sometimes my mom doesn't come home on time, anymore, but that's to be expected.  I'm just worried she thinks it means something.

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Shiny Blue Light

Such a shiny blue light emitted from my right eye when I was about to be stimulated.

Pink Grapefruit

So, I got Pink Grapefruit cleansers, including an acne body wash.  I just got ordinary body moisturizer.  I also got facial wash.  The cream makes my face feel greasy.  I'm glad I'm taking my pills again.  (Vitamins.)  They have ones for like mood swings, even.  And sleep aids that are like more natural.  So, my new one is a big chewy fiber pill that generally increases digestion that this 1 is for weight management.  It bloated me and made me feel drained, but now I feel less bloated.

Problem

I got another insulting message.  Who do you people think I am?  Stop mimicking me and making me like my dad in bad ways.

So, I woke up to a petty onslaught of attacks to a degree, maybe 2 so far.  I forget what else I was gonna say.

Oh yea, I was feeling stimulated but uncomfortable.  So, I stimulated myself and all of a sudden I just wasn't stimulated.  I got up.  I had stopped.

Dreams

I remember there was 1 where it was like a talent show where you meet Ellen DeGeneres.  Someone had a boy cut, sticking up, kinda thick.  There was this person who came up to me who wanted me to sing and show "her" my books, a thick brunette who I guess I found was a girl.  Ellen DeGeneres or someone who seemed like her came and I don't remember what happened.  I thought this person was a girl with straight hair and big round eyes, dark hair and eyes, and we saw her in high school with hair a little fluffier and thicker and like collected at the bottom who supposedly seemed the same when you thought about it.

Something else interesting happened I don't remember.  I had 3 dreams.  I went to the bathroom once.  Seems I'm always waking up when my dad is around waking.

My last dream was kinda nostalgic.  8|

Nitey

Going to bed soon.

Not sure if I'll make it to the bathroom this time.

Problem

All the famous people are so annoying, and so are other people, though other people care.  Since the n word thing, I think people found out.

What's worse is things were bad before.  People decided to fix those things, like people online hanging onto me like flies for being mean to me.

Problems

So, I don't think we should hurt people.

Problem

So, my dad was driving, and my right sack felt disconnected and like it went up front.  I had to be careful.

I went to a restaurant, and I got the message my daughter wasn't even a cut.

I went to a store, and it felt kinda like a wound scab stuck.  It couldn't move and was like under pressure.

So, with my dad, supposedly it was an accident, but then it wasn't.  Can you believe Ellen DeGeneres would will that?  I don't have my female thing, mostly.  Then, I stayed with my dad in front of the house and I got another insult.  I got the image of his fingers rubbing like to my daughter.

So, it's not funny, and I'm not laughing.

Problem

I don't like Ellen DeGeneres's attitude.  She's trying to get attention from older people like my dad over younger people and ditching us.

She makes mistakes and has nothing to say.  She thought my brother and I were worthless.  What does that say?  It just means that everyone else is worth nothing.  Then, I realized I thought that the reason was because of other people.  I just realized they were all really bad.  What's the idea of coming into my home and making judgements on our lives?  Don't you think we have it hard with my mom being Chinese-Indonesian, and you think you can come in and take her like a prize?

Consider it you shouldn't be able to enjoy her if she's gonna ruin our lives.  I don't trust this.  I think it's because of the n word thing and other things.  She's just getting mad at things and connecting ideas and has no point and is being worthless whoever this is and I already figured that if it's not her she should be flattered that she stooped so low as to accept it and should feel blessed she didn't do it.  I've been checking in a lot and don't know.  She just seems to hate the world.  Isn't it interesting how we don't see how she stimualtes herself?  She probably was stimulated as a child.  Is that all she's worth?  Well, she's pretty attractive and interesting, but I hope it isn't because she's Jewish.  I guess everyone now likes people who makes statements.

Why can't you just accept it, I said no?  Like if you don't stop I should hu*t you.  I already said it was my dad's fault, and it is.  I'm also mad at other people I meet.

My dad hurt me recently.  He's coming out wanting me to be all impressed with his authority over me, though I'm 26 and just want a nice relationship.

Lives Ruined

Just because we "met" "Ellen DeGeneres" doesn't mean our life needs to degenerate.  I guess Tim Burton is just a joke.  Ruined our lives or was it everyone else.  Yup, it was everyone else.  Why can't you admit it, Tim Burton?  Nothing you do is explained|solved.  You are not welcome.

Problem

Stop bothering me.  I don't care about your queasiness.

Help!

I got the idea that my brother is acting like he's a huge version of my dad with a deep voice.  Obviously, Ellen DeGeneres knows, and the idea is connected to her, though she doesn't like it.  Make this stop.  Things went well, before.  She acted nasty after I didn't follow her on Twitter over the summer and her new season started.

I don't care about her desire for Late Boomers.  She can't ruin my life.  Why does she keep pushing it?  She needs to lay off.  She doesn't fit in my family.

Tired

:(

Food

I feel fat, but I just had my Fiber Weight Management pill, which is huge and chewy.

I had some honey chicken and a little leftover fried rice and then white rice, which wasn't very good.

Now, I'm heating 2 pans of veggies and a bloody hunk of beef.  ^--^>

Unsuffering

I don't trust that I have to suffer.

Edit

I changed my desired college major and minor and career.

Perturbed

I spend all day thinking how people shouldn't pay attention to me and then get little surprises that they supposedly do.

I keep getting messages and hearing noises planted where I am, like in my room and in my ear now again.

It's really stressful, and no one cares.  I guess people just hate me and also don't think I can make myself succeed without being hurt or told what to do.

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Problem

Why, all of a sudden, do I have to deal with the mistakes of my father?

Arts Training

What do you think about majoring in a traditional art? What about Charlotte Church? I mean, I've had a degree of presented training in the arts. So, Charlotte Church must have begun at @ 10. Well, I was in choir since 9 and 8. My interest in singing began at 5. My aunt gave us Wee Sing songs at 6 or 7. I asked to sing at 7. I just participated in the Christmas Choir. They let in people that age "who could read" the next year. I heard of private voice at 9. I just got in a good choir. I was supposed to take voice and piano from a young Russian brunette with gray skin but didn't feel like singing, at 1st. There was supposed to be a health club built. I didn't have time for piano. I had no more relationships.
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Doing Ballet

I did gymnastics sometimes at age 1 3/4, and I couldn't remember anything in ballet at 5.
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More Stimulating Relationships

Is Tim Burton's relationship with Helena Bonham Carter more the peak of his past history? Also, what's with people who are more European acting like it's okay for them to show off?
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R+R

I wonder why it's so hard for me to get some R+R.
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No Pro-ble-em

I don't see the problem with interacting with prominent members of the community. However, I get tired when I go out with my dad, in Orlando. First, I needed to catch up on rest. Then, I stopped going out and stayed in my room. I didn't eat right but was some confused. Then, some/thing/s happened, and he started to stimulate me, as though, all of a sudden, he was Tim Burton.
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New Minor

Religion
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Problem

I'm getting really rude treatment because of my race.  I don't care.

Eureka!

I didn't figure out how to come off a trill section.  Then, I figured I could repeat a note.

Edit

I made the Networking link into Telecommunications.

Major|Minor

Major: History
Minor: Communications Disorders (& Sciences)

Minor

Middle Eastern Studies

I think I'm going to UCF for my BA.

Look at the history courses: link.

Look at the Middle Eastern Studies: link.

I'm not interested in Jews.

Problem

Why do you think Ellen DeGeneres plays games?  Like wants other people not to care.

Problem

Famous people are mean to me.

Animation

It's a big major.

Animation

Well, I think UCF has an Animation concentration.  Yup.  It has a non-character one, too.

School

I'm thinking of taking American History to Present online next semester.  I mean, I like movies, which there aren't as many I like.  Also, this is like when people major in English to understand the world.

Going to School

What I Need to Get an A.A. in Something Online

10 General Studies Courses - 30 Credit Hours
1 Speech
1 Communications
1 English
2 Humanities
2 Math
2 Science
1 Political Science|Government

Major - 12 Credit Hours
Western Civilization I
US History to 1877
US History 1877 to Present
Western Civilization II

Total
42 of 60 Credit Hours (Electives Completed)

University of Pheonix has a pretty good Communications major, but I don't trust it.  It might be the new thing since Business.  It goes up to the Bachelor's level and may take a year to complete the A.A., I forget, but it's less than 2 years.  You may have college credit, already.  Remember all those ads for distance learning back in 2004 or somesuch to like 2010 say?

One bonus is that you can get your A.A. online and then go to a big school and have the General Studies taken care of.  It's funny they don't require Philosophy.  Instead, it's Humanities.

However, college is a big thing and can take a lot of time.  I found I could not succeed in Math and had to quit that semester.  If I quit English again, I don't get grade forgiveness.  I don't have a 4.0.  I have a 3.5.  Humanities is a bit laborious, like studying Greek.  Also, the money is a hassle and I'm not ready.

I already tried to be an actor.  I think everyone should like, if they're interesting, seriously make a consideration, like I mean it's kinda an issue, like it's a big deal that some people a lot of us wouldn't mind being actors and the world needs more people to make appearances, like online and maybe get like glamorous lives and such.  What about Ellen DeGeneres?  She has a show and has a ride up at Disney and is acclaimed like Tim Burton for categories of things.  What about fashion models, aren't they something to do with good acting??  Why is there only 1 Johnny Depp?  Didn't you ever get bored?  I'm excited to see who performs.  I mean, I do stuff for fun, and it's expected and needed.  People need to take voice and stuff like that, must be worried about ruining their voices.  What about Charlotte Church?  Start singing on your own?  Then, take lessons.

I wanted to get a job in Communications, but I need a Bachelor's degree in something.  I wanted to work for kids in Hollywood.  I was a Music Education major.  I've always liked the arts and performing.  However, nothing has happened.  My submissions were not taken into consideration.  I could consider studying a performing art, but like Ballet is not so good these days and it would like make it harder to act at this point, I know.  I like blogging online, eating, and living my life.  Then, what, theater, I already did in high school.  Then, art, I like art.  Then, there's music, which I talked about.  Charlotte Church at Christmas was really good.  She had a short-lived career, grew up quickly.  What about Celine Dion?

So, I'm already like doing these things, and people are being mean to me.  To get a job, I'd need a college degree.  I'm not sure what's so bad about me and what I do.  I feel pushed to go to college.  And get a job.  That's kinda hard.  I'm like trying to catch up on eating and stuff.  I'm trying to post on my blog.  If there was no internet, I'm not sure, but maybe I'd have had a better education.  Part of the reason I post online is to get better at talking|writing.  In and of itself, I think blogging is a good way of social networking, the basic way.  Message boards were exciting, but I had a hard time because of Johnny Depp.  It seems the world has gone stupid.  Did you know he's part black?

Problem

You're always wrong.

Problem

So, why can't I go to college, huh, huh?  I'm already interested in movies.

Problem

I got the message that we were to slave away in history outside of school and that Ellen DeGeneres is better than us.  How does that connect?

Problem

Quit being mean to me and making fun of my life and then digging into my family.

Problem

I'm gonna *beep* someone.  I had my height up, 5'3".  It said 5'2".  Now, I'm 5'4".  *Beep*  Leave me alone!  Stop getting in the way.

Problem

Why should I care about your wandering mind?  Can't I live my life?

Problem

Quit bugging me and making me more mad.

Stop these fantasies about me.  I don't think the world cares.

Problem

I got another message.  Someone needs to go back to their parents.  They're just wanting me to seem like I don't have a control over something.  What's going on?  Someone stop this!  I'm right.  They're wrong.  H*** them!  Something!  They're hurting me.  Help!  What if I want kids?

Problem

Stop saying Ellen DeGeneres is everything just because she is famous.

Also, I can't improve every time I try because people all attack me like in some surround sound way.

Look, I'm being cornered by boring people, and then other people are considered extraneous.  Stop being so perverted all day.  Leave me alone.  You're just complaining that you do this.  You think something bad will happen if I get a wrong idea because I think it was something like a click made in my room.  This used to be humane, but I think that people are being racist.  I already said I don't want to do this.  It might be complimentary to anyone, but it is a bad idea.  If I'm in an experiment, don't bother me.

So, Ellen DeGeneres can be said to and can make fun of people for what they are and trash them?

Problem

Why are people down South proud not to get snow?  In Florida, they bring stacks of snow in some areas..

People up north get tired of the "cold," I think.  You know, you can go up there and experience the snow.  I think any race can interpret the snow in its own way, even Native American indians.  I thought the Asians got snow, even Indonesia.

Why should Ellen DeGeneres be allowed to be like interested in people up north for being in the cold but mad at people down south whose parents aren't from the South?  Tim Burton has culture in the beach.  Wait, what's your message now about Tim Burton and the beach?  I don't think that means you'd have culture where you're from.  Why are you so jealous of culture in the beach, huh, huh?  Gotta problem?  Don't go up north, in that case..  Why didn't you live in California?  Look, I didn't make that up.  I got the idea.

So, I said there are some things Ellen DeGeneres doesn't know because that's what interests people.  My net just got shut off.  I already said my life was a journey.  I'm a person.  What's so funny about that?

Everyone Else

So, why is everyone else so comf and cozy?

What happened to the others, gonna ruin my life?

Problem

Go away.

I didn't say I never wanted to talk to you.  I just said you were bothering me to a large degree.

Problem

What happened?  I don't want your assertiveness.

This is all because of the n word thing.  Did you know that, huh, huh, or did it take a lot of effort?

Problem

I got another message.  I just felt something, too, not a stimulation in a bad bad way..  What is this person's problem.  Leave me alone.  I can do whatever I want.  Don't like twist what I do and like do it back.  Sometimes, when people are mean to you, you have to do something, and it's too bad if you have a problem with it.  People are always very mean to me, and I didn't do anything.  I guess you don't really think about that.

Problem

I got more misspelled words, and it's just annoying that this person is getting away with all this.  The only thing about recognizing this in a civil manner is that it could capsize.

Problems

Ellen DeGeneres, not because of how she was raised as a kid, just gets a lot of attention for not thinking.  I got a nasty message.  I don't remember.  Hm, what's so funny about that?  Like, I feel really insulted.  Anyway, isn't Tim Burton like that, too, and Chloe Moretz?  Ditzes from the South?  I met some stuck up people up north who don't really have all the answers, neither.  What does that mean?  I would have talked about this sooner or later.  They just don't want to talk about the point but they keep getting attention for your ideas.  I know people live in private and are supposedly an accumulation of intelligence.  That's hard to believe.  I'm actually worried because it's hard to talk about, I was just really really hurt often, and it's supposedly secret messages from them in an experiment.

I got another idea but forgot.  So, Ellen DeGeneres's mom's last name is Austrian-Jewish.  Maybe, that's her excuse for being so attractive, even though she's white, like you know how like black people etc. want to look overly attractive but have no brains.  Looks like everyone slipped.  They all wish they were me.  =0

Maybe, I'm spoiled, but you forgot everyone downscaled celebrities.  I guess now I'm worried about my reputation with the world.  I also thought that if like a most famous star ever read me up online and noticed me that it'd be muy importante.  I've had some interactions: Johnny Depp, Helena Bonham Carter, Alexa Vega, Nancy Sinatra several times Tweeted to me serious Tweets.  Tim Burton's people contacted me to take down my group, and I was honored, on Facebook.

It was hard to think at home, but I had other outside influences that disturbed my thinking.  I was thankful that I didn't end up sorta insecting my way up online slowly.

I'm getting the feeling people are talking to me a lot now in insulting ways and that later I will have problems.  Wait, I'm getting more bickering.  Doesn't matter, right, could happen to you, could get hurt.

So what would you say instead of just "not thinking?"  It's just a sentence.  I didn't make a point that someone really doesn't think, at all.  Oi vey.  Wait, why do I hear an echo?  Is there something wrong with having a dad born in 1950?  Why do you want juice from him?  I thought you said it was worthless.  Whatever your excuse is isn't nice and isn't right.  I guess that's all anyone wants to do with me who's like acclaimed.

Also, I got really mad at people who think being positive is outdated.

Problem

I got another taunt.  There was something soft on TV that sounded like biology.  What's that supposed dto mean?

Upset

Ellen DeGeneres really doesn't have any like "new" ideas.  I've wanted to be more European, and my dad is.  In some ways, anyone would want to be like my mom.  I just got the influence from watching her that that's an issue.

Also, I got mad my dad was up.  I got an image of him rubbing his hands like he's all that in a stimulating way across something, and then I felt stimulated.  Ellen DeGeneres has a problem.  You watch her show, and you have to interact with your parents even if you don't like to.  I didn't get that problem with Tim Burton until later, so he kinda caused it.  I was really mad my dad has been taking over me socially.  I just went in to make breakfast, and he didn't say hi, like he was smart and was going to interact with me.  He was acting racist.  Maybe, this is all just worthless.  So, I'm mad because I don't feel well and he bothered me and I thought of some words kinda but not on purpose, kinda liking it, and now, moving on, that's gonna tail me.

I just got another message, that Ellen DeGeneres is so good because she's nice to people.  I think I was just called an accident.  I don't want to get friendly with you.  Wait, I was just called a nigger.  Someone is desperate.  Why don't you just k*** me?

LOOK, LEAVE ME ALONE YOU WORTHLESS PEOPLE.  I don't feel well.

I got another message from my dad.  He "started" the TV?  What's your point?

Issue

I'm constantly getting messages with insults fit in when I didn't start anything as though it has to come out or maybe it's not really insulting.  I know people are supposedly more careful with others in a different way.  People are really crazy around me once I do something that perturbs them.

Feeling Interesting|Odd

So, I was feeling really comfortable in my bed but still feel a little like fat for now.  I didn't get up and go to the bathroom.  I feel a bit bigger but also in a way I don't like.  Tim for breakfast.  3)

Dream

I remember I was at the back of a church.

I think there was one where I was living with my parents and some others and that I had to move out on my own, in an apartment complex.

The dreams were pretty long.

Nitey

Naptime

What People Know

So, what do you think Ellen DeGeneres doesn't know now?

I have a feeling that everyone shouldn't know everything about me.

TV

So, I know that Ellen DeGeneres and Jimmy Fallon are popular because they're younger.

I know there are lots of interesting shows but don't know much about attractive drama.

Problem

Why is Ellen DeGeneres always right?

I just got mad at her again, and I think I'm being made fun of for caring.

Problem

I am not here to listen to petty details.  I am into Tim Burton.  You just care about those other nice people who aren't half Chinese.

I just got really annoyed.  I was thinking about how History was wasted in school all my life.  Then, I got the message Ellen DeGeneres was more important than me because she was famous a long time ago, before I could be.  I will not accept it.  I will not accept that that remark means truth.  STOP.

Worried

People are letting me do what I want, but they might do something to me later.  They threatened me for a long time.  I didn't go to the grocery store, even, just wanted to stay home.

They are literally invading my privacy and controlling my environment.

Worried

I've been having a lot of problems since watching Ellen DeGeneres.

I was at home a week with burgers..

I took a walk and didn't go to the grocery store, then.

I thought I had a leftover hamburger and flavored rice.

Instead, I'm having more hot dogs.

Also, my dad got me more pizza and more subs.

I've been having beef.  And need vegetables.

History

We should learn about the history of ancient Europe.

History

So, they should make us read stuff we'll remember in junior high and high school.  That's 7 years..  You notice key points, facts like starting with who, when, and what.  I guess you could get them in a handout outlined.  I've never read much of history nor never seemed to get what I did in English.  I really don't know about memorizing words, at all.

Young People

So, do you like people who were young in the 60s, 70s, and 80s?

Problem

So, I'm trying to get back at people.

Problem

WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM?  THIS IS NOT MY DAD'S RESPONSIBILITY ALONE.

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WHY AM I SO OLD NOW?

Problem

WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU PEOPLE SINCE JOHNNY DEPP?

Problem

So, if my kids wouldn't matter does that mean I don't matter?  I guess no one cares what my kids do but what they are.

Problem

I guess people don't care about certain parts of the body and the fact that people have kids.

Problem

I guess Ellen DeGeneres's minions or her honest feelings are that certain people shouldn't have kids.  Look, I posted online about Johnny Depp, and people acted like something was wrong.

Hurt

What if we removed everyone's female parts so it wouldn't hurt, anymore?

Meds

I went to a Chinese doctor, and he relayed the message that you aren't to take meds becaue they are bad for you.

I had a Chinese doctor who died who took me off psychiatric pills.

Old People

WHO CARES ABOUT ALL YOU OLD PEOPLE?

So Excited

Ooh, wow, I bet all you tweens are so excited one day you could have a little baby girl or boy.

Excited Baby

I wonder if Nell Burton is excited that when she is a lady she'll have a baby.

IMDb

I answered some IMDb posts.

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Philly Pop

Cherry Melon

I'm waiting for it to thaw out.

Showered

I just took a nice shower and bath.  I need facial cleanser and body lotion and maybe body gel of some sort.. among other necessities.

Lunch

2 Hot Dogs on Wheat Buns
Round Carrots & Dill Dip
Water

Weird

I just felt like the Dutch girl I follow.

Pretty Big

I used to be 156, and now I'm 161.  I should be weighing less, but I'm getting taller.  Most people hope to be 5'5" or 5'6".

Weird Fascinations

People in Florida like to examine the dimensions of their faults.

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Generations

What do you think about younger people with older parents, like looking like their parents, like more under the bone?

Figment

Isn't it interesting @ Epcot, they list Figment twice but under something else?

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New Ride!

PotC@MGM

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Disney Ride

They list Ellen's Energy Adventure and Universe of Energy twice.  The 1st one is nearer to the top, and the 2nd one is last.

Reminiscent

The Astro Orbiter picture reminds me of Logan's Run.  There's a journal online that's been up since like 1997 or 1998, 1999.  Other things have happened.  They have I think a brunette man and an Australian.

I wonder if I have other things to do.  What happens when you become an actor?  Is it just talking about being popular?

Like, I guess I'm into certain things, certain things more than others, like I was into arts and education obviously.  I also like Tim Burton and Ellen DeGeneres and Jimmy Fallon.  I got the idea from someone or somehow that you could have shows like that and have people at booths and test their like personal worth in an upscale fashion.

I wonder if Logan's Run will come out in movie theaters.  Tim Burton is like the most popular person and so is Johnny Depp.  I'm not sure at my age who's like that.

HEAR YE HEAR YE

THE DISNEY MAIN STREET ELECTRICAL [LIGHT] PARADE is back

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Heritage

So, everyone from certain areas of the countries have certain kinds of personalities and dispositions, but then you realize oh that's not really how it is.  That's very interesting.

College Majors

I can't figure out for the life of me why one friend with older parents majored in English and why the other flubbed in psychology.

Tired

If I was alone, I'd take a shower, but I wanna lie down.

I also have some shopping to do.

What I Wish I Did

I can't figure out if I should stay at the Catholic school, but supposedly I should.  They never had us read in history, though I heard that was common.  Thing is English was good, Literature was okay, Math was kinda on and on, maybe a good opportunity.  I was 4th in the state for Geometry, and most people were a grade older.  I had some serious problems following instructions in math, though, and like I learned it ahead.  I was in honors that year.  Well, that school was an interesting feel, but I wish I moved to the private school.  It's just I think they didn't teach science ahead, but I didn't know.

I just found to get into higher universities, you take more competitive courses, like Advanced Math.

I was hoping I'd go to school where I used to live, but my dad didn't get a job there.  I see now they even have AP 3D art and Animation Tech.

I remember a few kids from the hard school.  They seemed burned out.  So did the ones from the other junior high.  I don't know who made it into prestigious schools, otherwise.  I know I did well in my class and improved most intellectually in high school.

Year 1
1 English I G
2 Geometry G
3 Physical Science H
4 Freshman Orientation | Civics
5 Talented Theater
6 Talented Music - Singing
7 Talented Art

Year 2
1 English II G
2 Algebra II G
3 Biology I H
4 World History (H?)
5 Talented Theater
6 Talented Music - Singing
7 Talented Art

Year 3
1 English III APG
2 Biology II H
3 American History H
4 PE I
5 Talented Theater
6 Talented Music - Singing
7 Talented Art

Year 4
1 English IV APG
2 PE II | Health
3 Free Enterprise |
4 Talented Theater
5 Talented Music - Singing
6 Talented Art
7

College - Loyola University New Orleans - Vocal Music Education & Honors (Which is Much Much Easier Than Regular)

Graduate and work for Disney Junior at Burbank.

Dream

I cheered for Johnny because I thought oh this is good so we feel a little and then get some action.  He seemed downtrodden.

No!

I'm bloating from my female thing.

Getting Mad?

Do you think other people get hurt when you get mad?

Food

This week, I had fast food like 5 times.  I had dessert 4 of those times.  p=  Well, I always do.  Once, I was just having a salad and lemonade.  =|

Feeling Dirty

I just brushed my hair and felt like coughed up blood.

I realized how nasty I was and under the influence.  Maybe, I'm nothing.  I just worry about the people I meet.  I mean, they'll do something suggestive for a petty reason.  I'll get hurt seriously more, in a way, and then all of a sudden I lose it with people and it turns into something but reconcile at the way end.

My Blog

Is my blog interesting?

Or are you just interested in how I'm treated?  Well, I'm getting better, so soon my life should be something else.  :]

Breakfast

and OJ

Breakfast

I had grits and maple bacon and am having frozen mint pie.

Problem

Making sure I get an influx of bad messages and can't relay them down.

Problem

THE BEGINNING OF MY 1ST MESSAGE IS GONE.  Guess it doesn't matter.  I was saying people who talk to me have a problem.

Problem

to me, they have a problem.  Things come up, and I just got another message, like it didn't matter and then that it did matter, and I'm not free to ignore it and reject it.

Oh, why do we have so many problems since Johnny Depp became famous?  Everyone is so excited and antsy.  The world has gone to nothing.

I just wonder what went wrong at school, even before.  My whole life has been messed up, though.  So, I don't really regret it.

Dream

I was recording the part with Ellen DeGeneres and Johnny Depp.

Dream

In my dream before, there was a class and there were several white blondes with shaved heads and I know a brunette with bangs.  It was a big class with people around the edge of a room in an L.  Ellen DeGeneres was there somewhere in the back and excited.

Dream

So, a bunch of stuff happened.  I was watching TV.  I wanted to record it with my cell I dropped.  There were little hot dog like wolf cubs and one straggly on on the floor.  My grandma was with me.  Then, Johnny Depp was alone at a big bar table that was white and low.  I said, "Johnny!"  It was like he was being sentenced to death because I mean he didn't speak to me.  Then, we were waiting for Ellen DeGeneres to come on.  She did and made a big entrance, seemed like in the commercial I saw where she has really round eyes.  She kept acting, like harassing him, kinda excited.  I realized she was dressed like a man.  Then, she started to look like one, kinda fat with a big warbly face.  She was mad.  Then, I was like in a cafeteria.  She came out and said something.  Johnny Depp brought up that she wouldn't have any kids that were good because she did that and the ideas was tossed up.  She said something about not taking piano if you watch her.

Dream

I don't remember all of it, but I was in an open room with some people in it and was talking to Johnny Depp a long time and it felt good.

Later, I was like at school and it was the same people.  There was a part where my mom had a pet mouse.  Something was wrong with it.  Anyway, it had a thing where it could clasp with its mouth onto a thing at the top.  Supposedly it was my punishment, and I was punished for 10 more minutes for remarking on it.  It got fat and weighted down and was like falling on me.  My mom gave me a mushy oatmeal cookie that had more seeds in the middle.

The highlight was when I talked to Johnny Depp.  I asked why no one as on the other side of the couch.

I know there were more things, I think, before, I don't remember.

Question

I watched "Dallas Cowboys Texas Cheerleaders," and they weren't very tough.  Maybe, it's their food!  I remember going to the hotel during the hurricane, and it was pretty upscale.  I'm guessing you all inherently knew the secret.  If you're from the New Orleans area, you'd think it's too hard to handle physically but wouldn't feel like up north.  Like, you'd supposedly be an extension, like Mississippi and be like really thick and loaded, instead, even though in the New Orleans area I think you're pretty much from the middle of the country.  I noticed people there are a bit thin skinned and yellow, in a way, too, though.  Well, I saw some pictures of adults from before, and they seem really nice.  The kids are pretty "caring."  They're pretty trashy.  They're a little perverted.  Like, they wear ribbons and don't like cool stuff.  Like, I found it insulting.  ;p

Problem

So, am I in trouble for complaining for being in a lot of pain from being fat and not being as tall when we moved and me feeling so embarrassed, racially?  I think I was whining, at 1st, when we moved, for awhile, but I don't think I came out as nasty as I became.  Then, I talked to my dad about making friends for like an hour or so at night.

Bed

Well, back to bed.  Hey, I showered, why do I feel kinda metally?  I'm also getting hungry for breakfast.  I have to cook grits and heat up bacon.

A Good Girl

Supposedly, I am good because I am Chinese.  I guess my dad tries to be good, but I don't really want to be stimulated in weird ways and am not now, though it could happen, not that I'd want someone to hurt me.

Dream

I think Ellen DeGeneres was happy I thought I was a combination of 2 things I don't like.

Feeling Kinda Tested

So, I feel better after pooing.

So, I see I said something about Ellen DeGeneres kinda without explaining.  I guess it would hit.  Like, supposedly, she's not attractive to be smart.

Dream

I was scrambling with a friend to concoct a birthday card for a 2nd person a teacher.  I was outside in a grayish bluish silvery carlot.   I went over under a store, and an actor was there and he picked up a little girl.  I went back when it started to rain, and I said ow when my bottom of my leg hurt.  He put his hand on my back and it felt good.  Then, a 2nd person I sorta concocted coming over to me.  I was looking at a box with her that vibrated like it was music.  It felt good, she put her hand around my waist and put mine around hers and fell asleep, and then her body puffed up like a rock.  Then she picked me up, and I felt it lightly and didn't like see much.  I was thinking in this situation someone would, maybe an idea from her, put her hand under my crotch, like I was waiting for it..  She held me awhile, I did feel something, felt good.  She did when I waited and maybe tried to put my hand there or something and then I felt it, kinda lightly, probably just stimulated myself and she carried me back like under an umbrella.  I think there was another poit I was at a water fountain and I had been doing something, getting soap from people's heads.  I was washing my hands.  So, I was looking forward to giving this certain person a birthday card.  So, the 2nd person was pretty stimulating to 1st see especially.

So, the 1st actor was that small guy from Cowboys & Aliens.  The lady I made the card to was a lady on my Facebook.  The lady who picked me up and who was scary at 1st was supposed to be like Ellen DeGeneres, though it didn't feel like she was picking me up.  The actor who came by me was that comedian from The Santa Claus.  I guess I was anticipating being cuddled.  I think I had my back rubbed.  It was really interesting walking over with the lady and thinking she was scary like Ellen DeGeneres.  It kinda was a bit shocking, the vibrating box and all, like a thick wooden square music box.  It was funny, I put my arm around her and like totally went out, whoever this person was.  Kinda a misty person.  I wasn't thinking it was her, then.  It was funny I was rather big.  Supposedly, I was being carried for being tired, then.  Like she wouldn't put me down.  I was thinking a lady, whoever she was, was tired.  I guess I just didn't want her to put me down because I felt like scared or agitated.  It felt kinda like a cozy connection but I didn't feel much.  I think I was mostly agitated by my world.  I think I more wanted to cuddle, like I wasn't ready for this.

Problem

You're jumping to conclusions that I like had the wrong relationship with my mom.  WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?

Pretty Tired

I'm like warbling.  My eyes like disappeared.

Oh no, I was upset last night, so sorry!  It's my blog, though, and I was being brutally attacked.  You're supposed to get it out, though, aren't you?  I wasn't really trying to be seriously mean, you know?

And what about the mom and dad thing?  I like my dad's race and like my mom's seeming whole|cleanliness, like a bonus, and plus I'm a girl.  :|  I've always sorta been granted traits from my mom, and I don't want to look like an older man, like in every way, though it's fun to in some ways.

xp

Well, I hope everything is going well with you.

My head feels sorta knocked out.

Back to Bed

3)

Problem

Okay, I think I'm being attacked, again.  I'm getting picked on for supposedly siding with one parent and for what I did most of my life.  Look, it's my blog.  Leave me alone.  You wanna talk about something, look for a breaking point when I end up saying a "word" you don't like?  Some Italian fetish?

Also, I'm not Johnny Depp, part African American and obsessed with the early 1950s.

Dream

I was in the car with my dad.  Before, I was like at school.  I think Ellen DeGeneres was upset I wasn't a certain way like before.  I got to read my profile.  There were 2 things, and one showed what I looked like.  I saw an indent on the side of my eye.  My dad showed me a book by a name like J.H., the author of Harry Potter like, with a quote from something I read.  I liked it a lot.  I read the forward and then the material.  Wasn't by her, after all.  I got a sweet English accent when reading it.  I looked at another book or 2.  I asked my dad how he found it.

I had another dream, too.  My picture looked like kinda the 1 I had up when I was 19.

Nitey

Beddy Bye

Might get up, though.  :|

Different Ways of Getting Attention

People used to think that it was about getting attention, not that each thing was different.

Better Than an Actor

I wonder if Ellen DeGeneres thinks she's better than actors and what people think of Tim Burton and Full Sail.

Stimulated by Others's Knowledge of You

I wonder why some people get stimulated by people like having a big grasp on them.

Mad and Sad

Had a bad time tonight.  Upset from not having the right food earlier.  I think

Did you ever find you have to wait and see what your reaction is?

Ever wonder about things left in the dust?

HELP

THIS ISN'T HAPPENING!

Problem

Why are people born 1957-1961 so lax?

Problem

My mom didn't let me do what I wanted and acted like I couldn't.  I see other kids do.  WHAT THE HELL DO YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH MY DAD?  I know he had tan skin when he was younger.  Is that such a big deal?  Well, I mean, like when I was a baby I had tan skin.  I mean, he wasn't perfect.  Why would you make me suffer and be like him.  WTF IS YOUR PROBLEM?

Problem

WHAT IS WRONG WITH MY MOM?  THIS IS MY BLOG.  I CAN POST WHATEVER I WANT.  WHY DOES SHE THINK SHE'S SO COOL ALL OF A SUDDEN, OLD OLD OLD LADY.

Problem

Ooh, wow, the like unexplained the like impossible, my nose suddenly isn't as rich.

Problem

I am most mad about people saying I have the flaws of my dad.  I was raised by mom!

Acting Coy

Why do people think that it's wrong for people my age to act cute like people born in 1992?  What about people born in 1997?

I thought that that was something we were supposed to do, and we're not gonna say we're not doing it because some people aren't ready.  Ooh, does Ellen DeGeneres have anything to say about that?

Problem

So, don't listen to Ellen DeGeneres.

Problem

I was thinking of some mystery of my parents to talk about and go really mad it was just some farce.

Problem

So, what, is Ellen DeGeneres just a racist toy?  Everything I say is some issue that has to be avoided.  Is she some spectacle from "the south?"

Problem

I'm getting a serious problem from Ellen DeGeneres and her random ideas.  I do not believe she did something good and I did something bad.  I was upset at what I thought she did through my dad and I kinda don't like it.

This is my blog.  I can post whatever I want.  I can kid about Ellen DeGeneres because I watch her TV show.  Just like I posted about Tim Burton.  I bet he thought of another thing to take away from me for getting better in some way because he's racist and therefore fawled.

Problem

So, if someone thinks of saying something, isn't that the issue, and why does it matter what they say?

People think it's cool to always be checking things, like the 50s and maybe certain places in the country-

Enjoyment out of Life

Why can't we enjoy ourselves as much in private like celebrities and like their children?

Experimentation

During the hurricane in college up north, I looked around for clues in my experiment and later reality for who my real mom was, and I got this idea I was moved to another woman and it was like this deep experience but not like where you felt stuff that you remembered a lot.  Like, it was more like a mystery of a European thing but not like in a cut out way.  It was the most amazing experience.  I think I transcended to want to know about the afterlife and created my own mom and stimulated myself.  I never got real interactions as a real person but often like my bed even in the Orlando area I would often feel it was my Heaven mom, perfect yet imperfect, which is nostalgic, big, powerful, like God, everywhere, influenced by the idea of Johnny Depp as Willy Wonka from Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, which seems to have gone by the wayside.  '}:|  Hello?  What the Hell is your probob?

I guess the interesting part was I believed I really was an experiment and was like this such a good girl and would go to my real life.  It would be fun for people to get into ooh maybe we're like related.  I guess we should figure out like with boys that you wouldn't have been able to have been in your womb.  Before it was more that you got like the sort of chord feeling of like DNA like electrified in yourself from your mom.  I don't know about the dad.  It doesn't seem to have as much of an effect.  I don't remember.  I wonder if I could be the mom of someone.  This really is an important topic.  Let's all see if we are Ellen DeGeneres's kids.  She would like that, definitely.  Don't let Tim Burton spoil it.  I already finished the idea and thought someone else was my mom.  I don't really pretend.  I try to figure it out.  I really believed it.  I thought I was 16.  I saw people and thought they were part of the experiment, which I didn't ever like, though I enjoyed myself, still.  :|  Ellen DeGeneres might have a kid already, we don't know for sure.  Why don't you check it out?  I just don't really feel any connection.  Maybe, you do, luckily?  I thought I had a more casual mom and then realized it wasn't serious and was untrue.  I thought it was the person who was supposedly doing this experiment.  Maybe, hopefully not.  Not sure I went into thinking of some really attractive, **** person.  Wow, that's like Ellen DeGeneres.  That's a funny game.  Who would my dad be?  I guess I have some of the same ethnicity from my dad but more traits of my mom.  Well, that was interesting.  I hope I can do this, again, though.  It would be fun.  Not sure how it could happen again.  Since I did badly in Music History up north, I couldn't feel the magic.  Wait, my butt just pumped on its own.

Acting Ballerinas

What would you do to a ballerina who wanted to act?

Dancing Versus Film Acting

If everything is about ballerinas, then how are we supposed to learn to like act?

Experimentation

So, howcome before watching someone in private was an "intelligent" experiment?

Problem - Solution

I feel that if I hurt someone it will solve my problems, that they hurt me.  Take out my anger on something and not have them get mad at me for it.  :|

Weird and Tickly Sort of Stimulation

Did you grow up with those feelings of like I'll save you out of a hole, like a cartoon, or like those art books showing the hypnotic face tickling you for some strange reason?

Some of those cartoons are stimulating.  They probably would still catch my attention if I watched them.  I think they stimulated me last time, but I try not to get in that situation.

Problem

I tried to avoid attacking my father and feel he punished me for Ellen DeGeneres.

Suggestion

Sometimes, I have to ignore voices that come up but worry my dad actually put them there and doesn't admittedly know what he's doing.  Why does that bother you?  I'll just go exchange feelings with someone else.

Problem

I feel Tim Burton thinks I'm not as European.

Problem

Why does Ellen DeGeneres think I have to be punished or my mom for not being as attractive a lot of times as a kid after forgetting to write my cousin and me feeling like knocked out trying to think about it by my mom.  Don't hurt my mom!  I don't trust they won't.  I was gonna say something else but forgot.

WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM?  IT LOOKS LIKE YOU FORGOT TO PUT YOUR NOSE IN THE RIGHT WAY.

Problem

Johnny Depp must be racist.

Problem

What's wrong with Johnny Depp?  Be aware he is related to the 1st freed black woman.  :|

Problem

People are getting me to feel certain things for fun that are inappropriate.

I'm also getting false messages, that are supposed to be impressive and that are really annoying and immoral.

Problem

I just got told I wasn't so cool.  STOP.  BEING MORAL IS OKAY.  IT IS THE RIGHT THING TO DO.

Problem

Johnny Depp, is he really like a wild French man?  I keep getting threats from him.  I don't wanna sit here and tell people to literally like be mean to me.

Problem

I'm not gonna deal with your fetishes.  You simply are hurting people emotionally in ways that are not right which no one agrees with.

Problem

Ellen DeGeneres is up for the inklings of others.  It's all about sensitivities of certain people but taking for granted those who are good well off.  Why hope to approach her.  She's waiting for you to be in a perfect mood, not sure, on her show, finding you online and finding you watch her show and post to her Tweets etc.  I don't think she's bothered as much as certain other celebrities, like Dakota Fanning.

Problem

Dirty people.

Problem

No one's posting on my forum.  ^0^

I think famous people are looking me up and getting mad they did it, now.

Problem

Stop telling me to do stuff and then getting mad at me for it.

You wanna play with my problems from the past?  Think my good features are from others?  Think that everyone else is naturally some thing that's important?

Problem

Annoying Italians.

Problem

So, I like getting ideas from others, but I'm being made fun of that I don't do anything but bad things like trash.

Problem

STOP THREATENING TO RUIN MY RELATIONSHIPS AND OPPORTUNITY.

Also, I have a problem with my past staying up late, but that wasn't my fault.  I couldn't think|function.  It was homework, class doing nothing, couldn't do anything, nothing to do, couldn't succeed in college.

Problem

I don't care if you want "the" experience because you're not cool pretending you're bad.  Wanna get that huh huh huh huh?

Problem

I'm gonna actually knock you out if you don't stop.  You better not hurt me for posting that on my blog.  Obviously, I haven't yet played with real people in words.

Problem

STOP.  I keep getting that I have to feel certain things differently and like I'm like not cool and perverted, like I feel a cut in my wrist from JUST WHEN I WAS STANDING OUT WITH MY DAD IN FRONT OF THE DOOR.  OW.  SOMEONE **** GET HIM.  I think since watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" this season, I am experiencing I am a negro sometimes, like my eyeballs might as though they're rolling back.  I got another message that I'm not white.  STOP.  I'M GONNA **** YOU.  I'M GONNA **** YOU TOO FOR GETTING ME TO SAY THAT YOU NIGGER.

Slam

What do you think about Ellen DeGeneres slamming into things that don't make sense just for the feeling and then going back like we have to be nice to her?  Look, I can talk to my dad if I want.  The only reason I wouldn't would be ... "because he's not good enough."  Don't go and elaborate on that.  Don't say my aunts are better.  They were treated better, and I know Tim Burton thinks that's some thing that has a protocol...

Oh that's so cute.  Why am I getting these messages.  Stop getting mad at me for giving me messages.  You have a problem.  I will not deal with this.  Help!  Something just happened to me.  Someone get this to stop.  This shouldn't happen to me.  Everyone agrees I don't deserve to have things get worse and worse.  What's going on, anyway?  Why don't people deal with my intelligence?  I guess they're just ... I guess they grew up more concerned about other things.  Too bad I'm too tired to go into it.  '}:|  Are you really striving to be like me?  What is your problem?  Oh, now, you have to deal with my new personality.  That just proves how useless you [plural] are.  Whoops, that's a real joke!  RIGHT.  NOW WHAT'S GONNA HAPPEN.  STOP!  :0  I don't think this is avoidable.  I don't want this to be my life.  Look, go talk to other people.  Maybe, no one is out there for you.  Maybe, you need more people.  Worried about me watching you?  I'm sure it'll work out.  Maybe, I'm not interesting.  I'm kinda young and full of desire around most people, but that's okay.  So, why am I not as astute online now?  Just kinda making it in fluff?  Think anyone cares???

People Who Don't Care

What do you think about Tim Burton directing movies with adults who don't care as much as other people?

Edit

New tag.

Problem

Stop blaming me for stuff I can't control.  I didn't do anything wrong.

Problem

So, what, if my mom is Chinese-Indonesian.  I'm not a mixed race whore.

Problem

Maybe, you should be quiet until you have something nice to say and not just go all out and invade my privacy.

Problem

I keep getting annoying messages because of other people's flaws, them seeping into modern cultures and spreading their influence.  The problem is no one realizes that people have both strengths and weaknesses.