Sweat Beads

I'm flushed, cool yet heated.
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People in Action

So, I was asking my dad ... police are more likely to be killed than militiamen?
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Hot

I'm in my walking shoes from Sports Authority.
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At the Grocery Store

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I got 3 really good kinds of little pizzas.

Thick beef burgers, bun length Oscar..., thin rye buns, wheat dog buns, chocolate Oreos, Brussels, some pulp OJ, cheese grits, thick bacon, coconut cookies, lemon biscuits, Propel peach bottles, Aquafina...
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Entertainment Industry

What do you think about being a stupid movie star?  I kinda want to like earn money.  Then, I hope something opens up in the world.  I already submitted myself and was denied.  I mean, it would have been fun.  I would have gotten excited?

Conspiracy

Maybe, you can't save me.

Exercise

I did some core workout.

Problem

So, howcome people have like trumped attention to me for my dad and mom, etc.?

Washing

I'm washing my bedding.

Problem

So, Ellen DeGeneres has no logic and doesn't fit in.  Yes, I care that I'm nice about her, but I just realized something.  I didn't say like she had nothing to say.  Like, her points seem kinda like Tim Burton, doesn't make sense and is a racist defense.

Problem

Once you spoil someone, you have a problem to deal with.  Don't like walk in on my life.

Problem

Who do you think you are?

Problem

Leave me alone.

Look, now I want to *beep* you.

Problem

What's your problem?  If you were here, I'd h*** you.

Problem

No, I don't like how you like to get details wrong in the big picture too much and then act like I have a problem and bother me and go on and on.

I hope you feel better.

That facial wash must be a bit of a shock.  Maybe, I shouldn't use it tonight.  My pores are getting cleaner.  I'm thinking I'll use the plain wash and not the medicated grapefruit wash.  I just have normal body lotion.

I thought I'd be able to walk all last night and didn't even jog but came home dilapidated and didn't eat.  xp  I was in the bath a long time, though.  8I

Acting Gay

So, are you gonna act like someone is gay or make them think that?  :|

Sorry?

Do you think Ellen DeGeneres regrets calling the girl from Sarasota, wherever it is, gay?  I don't really feel sorry for the girl just Ellen DeGeneres.  I wouldn't call her gay.

Washing

Washing my linen and comforter.  :|

Showered

Still feeling a little bad.  :(

So Insulting

I was so insulted when I came to Orlando and stayed.  I'm originally from Florida.  East Coast, Southwestern and Northwestern and Southwestern and Northwestern, different places..  I just felt that I was like totally suggested that I was like nothing.  That "what" I did meant nothing.  I can see that, but it was a bit too close.  It was wrong.  It didn't make sense.  It was weird.  It wasn't what I was used to.  Like, I went to college, and I was kicked out of my major and came crawling back time after time and was sneered at, as though I was nothing.  *Beep*  Oh, wow, Johnny Depp, as Willy Wonka.  Why was that American History class so hard?

Like, I tried to go to Orlando Ballet School, and they told me to spin and said I didn't have my foot in the right place, but no one does.  I mean, I know where it goes.  I had gotten fat, but it wasn't my fault.  Now, how am I supposed to lose weight?  Got something to say, you think?  Gonna accomplish something?  Well, I know that that was just a sneaky way of them acting and now I'm expected to take ballet if I want to do ballet again or I feel confronted about my liking of ballet.  So, I just learned that maybe you're not as sensitive if you open your legs.  Well, that could be a problem.  I mean, I did gymnastics, so I think I would know.

Shower

I wonder if I will take a shower this evening.  8.  I'm eating at home but may get a slurpee if no one kills me.

Danger - Caution - Warning

Don't get close to me if you overpower me and I have a knife.

So, you think I'm just some mistake showing off?  Take a look around.

New Text Box

Desired Disney Job
✴ Part-Time Fancy Hotel Restaurant or Cleaning|Vacuuming

Desired Part-Time Job in Orlando
✈ I almost applied to be an airport greeter for Disney.
I got turned down by ✉ Sears in 2007 and ☃ Macy's Cosmetics

Dream

My arms were over my head, you know facing each other.

Dreams

I had the most amazing dream.  Finally, I was with these huge kinda gooey heads, like reddish blonde Tim Burtons, all lying sorta in stacks around.  I even touched one, lying on the floor.  I think for the 2nd time 2 big people squeezed in a box to hide in another room.  I was just on the floor in this room.  There was this icy person, like a cartoon of the Snow Queen but evil, kinda laughing like I wouldn't be tortured but threatening to ruin me and attack me I guess.  Like, she was gonna ruin my nose, but it wouldn't really "hurt."  Instead, She engulfed my arms in a huge force, and I was writhing like crazy and couldn't moved.  It was so like kinda I dunno stressful and a little painful or really fast and hard to defend.  I felt I was just so minisculely and so much was writhing out of this force that was attacking my arms, and I knew I would get out.  Her nose was kinda like a slope that went outward and down.  She was like blue and white.  So, no joy, but I was happy something worse wouldn't happen and that I wasn't stimulated.  So, I woke up, then, and it was similar to when I felt pain so much but not like disgusting and felt it for like years, the pleasure and happiness afterwards.  So, after this, I felt kinda like someone was touching me, maybe someone who was really mad at me, my arms, like a staticy reverberation and I never really felt very stimulated, maybe just a wave of dips.  My arms felt so like overpowered and disconnected.  It was the best feeling and exciting, like a ride you dread yet mostly enjoy.  So, it felt like that, and I finally got up.

I told you so.

Why would you want to be like Ellen DeGeneres growing up?  What has the world taught you?  I already decided to lay off me and blame the parents and I guess you could try to blame the kid.  I mean, what are you doing?  You're complaining that your kids look like me.  I didn't want your kids to look like me.  They're not supposed to pick up on the flaws.  You did that.  You influenced them to be that way.  I didn't agree and had nothing to do with it.  Maybe, some thoughts were thrust at me via media.  How polite is that?  You think I'm gonna handle your children?  Through telepathy?

The World

Isn't the world about Johnny Depp?

What's wrong?

What did I do wrong at 1st?  Why do you keep coming up with some excuse, like I was just born evil and that what I do now is all hypnotized and everyone else is like who they are?  Think maybe I was mistreated as an infant?

The Option to Live

What do you think about not giving me the option to live?  Like, supposedly, I did something mildly wrong, but then my whole life becomes jeopardized over everyone else, like "I'm not really that smart" and it doesn't matter if it's not my fault, I'm just made a big deal over in a bad way.  Then, more bad things happen, and they're not like I happen to be homeless.  What's the deal?  I know, for a long time, my dad thought I just had to keep feeling sorry and like suffer, like I shouldn't ever get away.  However, that's wrong, and I can fight back.  I mean, the question then goes to why not everyone else suffer just because I'm made to suffer unjustly I found because maybe it's okay since other people are suffering...  Well, like, if you kill maybe a poor black person in Africa, maybe it would be not as bad as killing a rich white girl.  What if the black person was already sick?

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Ate Out

I got a hot dog at a 711 and a Sunkist, which is in my bathroom, which is clean except I need to take some things out, and a long donut with red Peppermint sprinkles and chocolate frosting.  It was a big hot dog.

I saw a nice thin guy there who seemed to like me.  Everyone there seemed to.  I also saw 2 girls come in who were probably without heels around 5'6" or 5'7".  They seemed about my size.  They thought I pretty much made a statement.  They were like thin and curvy with hook noses and bleached hair.  Like, they were thinking, "Just 'say 'what.''"

Not Feeling Well

I'm not really feeling that well.  I just ironed 2 loads of laundry, hung up 2 more, and also washed the towels.

I also cleaned up the stuff I got and a few other things..  I arranged my new stuff in the bathroom.


Also, I got Dirty Jobs cleaning stuff for bathroom and multi-surface.

I found that the grapefruit acne body wash was labeled CVS Pharmacy, but I found it at Wal-Mart today..

I got princess vitamins, and they're shaped mostly like princesses.

I got toilet drops, a small brush and comb to go that's like darker aqua and probably shiny, hand wipes and to go, eye shadow, Colgate green most intense toothpaste, sticky waterproof clear earplugs and spent a lot of time in the bath, Caress body soap, this teddy bear brand with a design of wipes for going to the bathroom in a nice bubbly case, rubber hair wraps for green, the new Sheer Blonde which is for like all something but then later you read it's for lighter blondes (after I used Radiant Red for light red hair up north, I couldn't find it nor this round case of glitter for gold|platinum hair coming from up north, they stopped selling fancy stimulating body scrubs and sets at Bath & Body Works in 2007 and I saved mine for about 2 years, and something else oh yea they stopped selling teen vitamins after I stopped taking them once recently but the ear plugs are back at Wal-Mart..) and Fructis Hair Curl Gel, and clear plastic cups to wash my "pennies" in..

I got this cheap nail polish at the mall and it's taking forever to dry.  I mean, it's fun.  I guess I just have to make time.  I'll probably get something more expensive, next time.

I also plan to get a coat rack, a big air purifier (now have a leftover scented plugin that's working well,) and a spotlight lamp which only costs $42, like a shiny silver Boston lamp.  The total is $160 - $170.  For Christmas, I will probably get $250 - $300.  I'd like to get those sweaters, at Wal-Mart.  Maybe, my dad will get them as a Christmas present.  I told him I'd probably get clothes in January. 

He's also supposed to get me a loud fan that I think costs $150 - $200.  Maybe $100 to $150.  So, that should work out.  So, I have all my necessities.  At CVS, I got a little air sanitizer for the bathroom, a stack of colored pill boxes to take my vitamins when I eat out at a restaurant, other things..