Saturday, December 8, 2012

Dream

I was scrambling with a friend to concoct a birthday card for a 2nd person a teacher.  I was outside in a grayish bluish silvery carlot.   I went over under a store, and an actor was there and he picked up a little girl.  I went back when it started to rain, and I said ow when my bottom of my leg hurt.  He put his hand on my back and it felt good.  Then, a 2nd person I sorta concocted coming over to me.  I was looking at a box with her that vibrated like it was music.  It felt good, she put her hand around my waist and put mine around hers and fell asleep, and then her body puffed up like a rock.  Then she picked me up, and I felt it lightly and didn't like see much.  I was thinking in this situation someone would, maybe an idea from her, put her hand under my crotch, like I was waiting for it..  She held me awhile, I did feel something, felt good.  She did when I waited and maybe tried to put my hand there or something and then I felt it, kinda lightly, probably just stimulated myself and she carried me back like under an umbrella.  I think there was another poit I was at a water fountain and I had been doing something, getting soap from people's heads.  I was washing my hands.  So, I was looking forward to giving this certain person a birthday card.  So, the 2nd person was pretty stimulating to 1st see especially.

So, the 1st actor was that small guy from Cowboys & Aliens.  The lady I made the card to was a lady on my Facebook.  The lady who picked me up and who was scary at 1st was supposed to be like Ellen DeGeneres, though it didn't feel like she was picking me up.  The actor who came by me was that comedian from The Santa Claus.  I guess I was anticipating being cuddled.  I think I had my back rubbed.  It was really interesting walking over with the lady and thinking she was scary like Ellen DeGeneres.  It kinda was a bit shocking, the vibrating box and all, like a thick wooden square music box.  It was funny, I put my arm around her and like totally went out, whoever this person was.  Kinda a misty person.  I wasn't thinking it was her, then.  It was funny I was rather big.  Supposedly, I was being carried for being tired, then.  Like she wouldn't put me down.  I was thinking a lady, whoever she was, was tired.  I guess I just didn't want her to put me down because I felt like scared or agitated.  It felt kinda like a cozy connection but I didn't feel much.  I think I was mostly agitated by my world.  I think I more wanted to cuddle, like I wasn't ready for this.