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Naptime

What People Know

So, what do you think Ellen DeGeneres doesn't know now?

I have a feeling that everyone shouldn't know everything about me.

TV

So, I know that Ellen DeGeneres and Jimmy Fallon are popular because they're younger.

I know there are lots of interesting shows but don't know much about attractive drama.

Problem

Why is Ellen DeGeneres always right?

I just got mad at her again, and I think I'm being made fun of for caring.

Problem

I am not here to listen to petty details.  I am into Tim Burton.  You just care about those other nice people who aren't half Chinese.

I just got really annoyed.  I was thinking about how History was wasted in school all my life.  Then, I got the message Ellen DeGeneres was more important than me because she was famous a long time ago, before I could be.  I will not accept it.  I will not accept that that remark means truth.  STOP.

Worried

People are letting me do what I want, but they might do something to me later.  They threatened me for a long time.  I didn't go to the grocery store, even, just wanted to stay home.

They are literally invading my privacy and controlling my environment.

Worried

I've been having a lot of problems since watching Ellen DeGeneres.

I was at home a week with burgers..

I took a walk and didn't go to the grocery store, then.

I thought I had a leftover hamburger and flavored rice.

Instead, I'm having more hot dogs.

Also, my dad got me more pizza and more subs.

I've been having beef.  And need vegetables.

History

We should learn about the history of ancient Europe.

History

So, they should make us read stuff we'll remember in junior high and high school.  That's 7 years..  You notice key points, facts like starting with who, when, and what.  I guess you could get them in a handout outlined.  I've never read much of history nor never seemed to get what I did in English.  I really don't know about memorizing words, at all.

Young People

So, do you like people who were young in the 60s, 70s, and 80s?

Problem

So, I'm trying to get back at people.

Problem

WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM?  THIS IS NOT MY DAD'S RESPONSIBILITY ALONE.

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WHY AM I SO OLD NOW?

Problem

WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU PEOPLE SINCE JOHNNY DEPP?

Problem

So, if my kids wouldn't matter does that mean I don't matter?  I guess no one cares what my kids do but what they are.

Problem

I guess people don't care about certain parts of the body and the fact that people have kids.

Problem

I guess Ellen DeGeneres's minions or her honest feelings are that certain people shouldn't have kids.  Look, I posted online about Johnny Depp, and people acted like something was wrong.

Hurt

What if we removed everyone's female parts so it wouldn't hurt, anymore?

Meds

I went to a Chinese doctor, and he relayed the message that you aren't to take meds becaue they are bad for you.

I had a Chinese doctor who died who took me off psychiatric pills.

Old People

WHO CARES ABOUT ALL YOU OLD PEOPLE?

So Excited

Ooh, wow, I bet all you tweens are so excited one day you could have a little baby girl or boy.

Excited Baby

I wonder if Nell Burton is excited that when she is a lady she'll have a baby.

IMDb

I answered some IMDb posts.

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Philly Pop

Cherry Melon

I'm waiting for it to thaw out.

Showered

I just took a nice shower and bath.  I need facial cleanser and body lotion and maybe body gel of some sort.. among other necessities.

Lunch

2 Hot Dogs on Wheat Buns
Round Carrots & Dill Dip
Water

Weird

I just felt like the Dutch girl I follow.

Pretty Big

I used to be 156, and now I'm 161.  I should be weighing less, but I'm getting taller.  Most people hope to be 5'5" or 5'6".

Weird Fascinations

People in Florida like to examine the dimensions of their faults.

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Generations

What do you think about younger people with older parents, like looking like their parents, like more under the bone?

Figment

Isn't it interesting @ Epcot, they list Figment twice but under something else?

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New Ride!

PotC@MGM

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Disney Ride

They list Ellen's Energy Adventure and Universe of Energy twice.  The 1st one is nearer to the top, and the 2nd one is last.

Reminiscent

The Astro Orbiter picture reminds me of Logan's Run.  There's a journal online that's been up since like 1997 or 1998, 1999.  Other things have happened.  They have I think a brunette man and an Australian.

I wonder if I have other things to do.  What happens when you become an actor?  Is it just talking about being popular?

Like, I guess I'm into certain things, certain things more than others, like I was into arts and education obviously.  I also like Tim Burton and Ellen DeGeneres and Jimmy Fallon.  I got the idea from someone or somehow that you could have shows like that and have people at booths and test their like personal worth in an upscale fashion.

I wonder if Logan's Run will come out in movie theaters.  Tim Burton is like the most popular person and so is Johnny Depp.  I'm not sure at my age who's like that.

HEAR YE HEAR YE

THE DISNEY MAIN STREET ELECTRICAL [LIGHT] PARADE is back

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Heritage

So, everyone from certain areas of the countries have certain kinds of personalities and dispositions, but then you realize oh that's not really how it is.  That's very interesting.

College Majors

I can't figure out for the life of me why one friend with older parents majored in English and why the other flubbed in psychology.

Tired

If I was alone, I'd take a shower, but I wanna lie down.

I also have some shopping to do.

What I Wish I Did

I can't figure out if I should stay at the Catholic school, but supposedly I should.  They never had us read in history, though I heard that was common.  Thing is English was good, Literature was okay, Math was kinda on and on, maybe a good opportunity.  I was 4th in the state for Geometry, and most people were a grade older.  I had some serious problems following instructions in math, though, and like I learned it ahead.  I was in honors that year.  Well, that school was an interesting feel, but I wish I moved to the private school.  It's just I think they didn't teach science ahead, but I didn't know.

I just found to get into higher universities, you take more competitive courses, like Advanced Math.

I was hoping I'd go to school where I used to live, but my dad didn't get a job there.  I see now they even have AP 3D art and Animation Tech.

I remember a few kids from the hard school.  They seemed burned out.  So did the ones from the other junior high.  I don't know who made it into prestigious schools, otherwise.  I know I did well in my class and improved most intellectually in high school.

Year 1
1 English I G
2 Geometry G
3 Physical Science H
4 Freshman Orientation | Civics
5 Talented Theater
6 Talented Music - Singing
7 Talented Art

Year 2
1 English II G
2 Algebra II G
3 Biology I H
4 World History (H?)
5 Talented Theater
6 Talented Music - Singing
7 Talented Art

Year 3
1 English III APG
2 Biology II H
3 American History H
4 PE I
5 Talented Theater
6 Talented Music - Singing
7 Talented Art

Year 4
1 English IV APG
2 PE II | Health
3 Free Enterprise |
4 Talented Theater
5 Talented Music - Singing
6 Talented Art
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College - Loyola University New Orleans - Vocal Music Education & Honors (Which is Much Much Easier Than Regular)

Graduate and work for Disney Junior at Burbank.

Dream

I cheered for Johnny because I thought oh this is good so we feel a little and then get some action.  He seemed downtrodden.

No!

I'm bloating from my female thing.

Getting Mad?

Do you think other people get hurt when you get mad?

Food

This week, I had fast food like 5 times.  I had dessert 4 of those times.  p=  Well, I always do.  Once, I was just having a salad and lemonade.  =|

Feeling Dirty

I just brushed my hair and felt like coughed up blood.

I realized how nasty I was and under the influence.  Maybe, I'm nothing.  I just worry about the people I meet.  I mean, they'll do something suggestive for a petty reason.  I'll get hurt seriously more, in a way, and then all of a sudden I lose it with people and it turns into something but reconcile at the way end.

My Blog

Is my blog interesting?

Or are you just interested in how I'm treated?  Well, I'm getting better, so soon my life should be something else.  :]

Breakfast

and OJ

Breakfast

I had grits and maple bacon and am having frozen mint pie.

Problem

Making sure I get an influx of bad messages and can't relay them down.

Problem

THE BEGINNING OF MY 1ST MESSAGE IS GONE.  Guess it doesn't matter.  I was saying people who talk to me have a problem.

Problem

to me, they have a problem.  Things come up, and I just got another message, like it didn't matter and then that it did matter, and I'm not free to ignore it and reject it.

Oh, why do we have so many problems since Johnny Depp became famous?  Everyone is so excited and antsy.  The world has gone to nothing.

I just wonder what went wrong at school, even before.  My whole life has been messed up, though.  So, I don't really regret it.

Dream

I was recording the part with Ellen DeGeneres and Johnny Depp.

Dream

In my dream before, there was a class and there were several white blondes with shaved heads and I know a brunette with bangs.  It was a big class with people around the edge of a room in an L.  Ellen DeGeneres was there somewhere in the back and excited.

Dream

So, a bunch of stuff happened.  I was watching TV.  I wanted to record it with my cell I dropped.  There were little hot dog like wolf cubs and one straggly on on the floor.  My grandma was with me.  Then, Johnny Depp was alone at a big bar table that was white and low.  I said, "Johnny!"  It was like he was being sentenced to death because I mean he didn't speak to me.  Then, we were waiting for Ellen DeGeneres to come on.  She did and made a big entrance, seemed like in the commercial I saw where she has really round eyes.  She kept acting, like harassing him, kinda excited.  I realized she was dressed like a man.  Then, she started to look like one, kinda fat with a big warbly face.  She was mad.  Then, I was like in a cafeteria.  She came out and said something.  Johnny Depp brought up that she wouldn't have any kids that were good because she did that and the ideas was tossed up.  She said something about not taking piano if you watch her.

Dream

I don't remember all of it, but I was in an open room with some people in it and was talking to Johnny Depp a long time and it felt good.

Later, I was like at school and it was the same people.  There was a part where my mom had a pet mouse.  Something was wrong with it.  Anyway, it had a thing where it could clasp with its mouth onto a thing at the top.  Supposedly it was my punishment, and I was punished for 10 more minutes for remarking on it.  It got fat and weighted down and was like falling on me.  My mom gave me a mushy oatmeal cookie that had more seeds in the middle.

The highlight was when I talked to Johnny Depp.  I asked why no one as on the other side of the couch.

I know there were more things, I think, before, I don't remember.

Question

I watched "Dallas Cowboys Texas Cheerleaders," and they weren't very tough.  Maybe, it's their food!  I remember going to the hotel during the hurricane, and it was pretty upscale.  I'm guessing you all inherently knew the secret.  If you're from the New Orleans area, you'd think it's too hard to handle physically but wouldn't feel like up north.  Like, you'd supposedly be an extension, like Mississippi and be like really thick and loaded, instead, even though in the New Orleans area I think you're pretty much from the middle of the country.  I noticed people there are a bit thin skinned and yellow, in a way, too, though.  Well, I saw some pictures of adults from before, and they seem really nice.  The kids are pretty "caring."  They're pretty trashy.  They're a little perverted.  Like, they wear ribbons and don't like cool stuff.  Like, I found it insulting.  ;p

Problem

So, am I in trouble for complaining for being in a lot of pain from being fat and not being as tall when we moved and me feeling so embarrassed, racially?  I think I was whining, at 1st, when we moved, for awhile, but I don't think I came out as nasty as I became.  Then, I talked to my dad about making friends for like an hour or so at night.

Bed

Well, back to bed.  Hey, I showered, why do I feel kinda metally?  I'm also getting hungry for breakfast.  I have to cook grits and heat up bacon.

A Good Girl

Supposedly, I am good because I am Chinese.  I guess my dad tries to be good, but I don't really want to be stimulated in weird ways and am not now, though it could happen, not that I'd want someone to hurt me.

Dream

I think Ellen DeGeneres was happy I thought I was a combination of 2 things I don't like.

Feeling Kinda Tested

So, I feel better after pooing.

So, I see I said something about Ellen DeGeneres kinda without explaining.  I guess it would hit.  Like, supposedly, she's not attractive to be smart.

Dream

I was scrambling with a friend to concoct a birthday card for a 2nd person a teacher.  I was outside in a grayish bluish silvery carlot.   I went over under a store, and an actor was there and he picked up a little girl.  I went back when it started to rain, and I said ow when my bottom of my leg hurt.  He put his hand on my back and it felt good.  Then, a 2nd person I sorta concocted coming over to me.  I was looking at a box with her that vibrated like it was music.  It felt good, she put her hand around my waist and put mine around hers and fell asleep, and then her body puffed up like a rock.  Then she picked me up, and I felt it lightly and didn't like see much.  I was thinking in this situation someone would, maybe an idea from her, put her hand under my crotch, like I was waiting for it..  She held me awhile, I did feel something, felt good.  She did when I waited and maybe tried to put my hand there or something and then I felt it, kinda lightly, probably just stimulated myself and she carried me back like under an umbrella.  I think there was another poit I was at a water fountain and I had been doing something, getting soap from people's heads.  I was washing my hands.  So, I was looking forward to giving this certain person a birthday card.  So, the 2nd person was pretty stimulating to 1st see especially.

So, the 1st actor was that small guy from Cowboys & Aliens.  The lady I made the card to was a lady on my Facebook.  The lady who picked me up and who was scary at 1st was supposed to be like Ellen DeGeneres, though it didn't feel like she was picking me up.  The actor who came by me was that comedian from The Santa Claus.  I guess I was anticipating being cuddled.  I think I had my back rubbed.  It was really interesting walking over with the lady and thinking she was scary like Ellen DeGeneres.  It kinda was a bit shocking, the vibrating box and all, like a thick wooden square music box.  It was funny, I put my arm around her and like totally went out, whoever this person was.  Kinda a misty person.  I wasn't thinking it was her, then.  It was funny I was rather big.  Supposedly, I was being carried for being tired, then.  Like she wouldn't put me down.  I was thinking a lady, whoever she was, was tired.  I guess I just didn't want her to put me down because I felt like scared or agitated.  It felt kinda like a cozy connection but I didn't feel much.  I think I was mostly agitated by my world.  I think I more wanted to cuddle, like I wasn't ready for this.

Problem

You're jumping to conclusions that I like had the wrong relationship with my mom.  WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?

Pretty Tired

I'm like warbling.  My eyes like disappeared.

Oh no, I was upset last night, so sorry!  It's my blog, though, and I was being brutally attacked.  You're supposed to get it out, though, aren't you?  I wasn't really trying to be seriously mean, you know?

And what about the mom and dad thing?  I like my dad's race and like my mom's seeming whole|cleanliness, like a bonus, and plus I'm a girl.  :|  I've always sorta been granted traits from my mom, and I don't want to look like an older man, like in every way, though it's fun to in some ways.

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Well, I hope everything is going well with you.

My head feels sorta knocked out.

Back to Bed

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Problem

Okay, I think I'm being attacked, again.  I'm getting picked on for supposedly siding with one parent and for what I did most of my life.  Look, it's my blog.  Leave me alone.  You wanna talk about something, look for a breaking point when I end up saying a "word" you don't like?  Some Italian fetish?

Also, I'm not Johnny Depp, part African American and obsessed with the early 1950s.

Dream

I was in the car with my dad.  Before, I was like at school.  I think Ellen DeGeneres was upset I wasn't a certain way like before.  I got to read my profile.  There were 2 things, and one showed what I looked like.  I saw an indent on the side of my eye.  My dad showed me a book by a name like J.H., the author of Harry Potter like, with a quote from something I read.  I liked it a lot.  I read the forward and then the material.  Wasn't by her, after all.  I got a sweet English accent when reading it.  I looked at another book or 2.  I asked my dad how he found it.

I had another dream, too.  My picture looked like kinda the 1 I had up when I was 19.

Nitey

Beddy Bye

Might get up, though.  :|

Different Ways of Getting Attention

People used to think that it was about getting attention, not that each thing was different.

Better Than an Actor

I wonder if Ellen DeGeneres thinks she's better than actors and what people think of Tim Burton and Full Sail.

Stimulated by Others's Knowledge of You

I wonder why some people get stimulated by people like having a big grasp on them.

Mad and Sad

Had a bad time tonight.  Upset from not having the right food earlier.  I think

Did you ever find you have to wait and see what your reaction is?

Ever wonder about things left in the dust?

HELP

THIS ISN'T HAPPENING!

Problem

Why are people born 1957-1961 so lax?

Problem

My mom didn't let me do what I wanted and acted like I couldn't.  I see other kids do.  WHAT THE HELL DO YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH MY DAD?  I know he had tan skin when he was younger.  Is that such a big deal?  Well, I mean, like when I was a baby I had tan skin.  I mean, he wasn't perfect.  Why would you make me suffer and be like him.  WTF IS YOUR PROBLEM?

Problem

WHAT IS WRONG WITH MY MOM?  THIS IS MY BLOG.  I CAN POST WHATEVER I WANT.  WHY DOES SHE THINK SHE'S SO COOL ALL OF A SUDDEN, OLD OLD OLD LADY.

Problem

Ooh, wow, the like unexplained the like impossible, my nose suddenly isn't as rich.

Problem

I am most mad about people saying I have the flaws of my dad.  I was raised by mom!

Acting Coy

Why do people think that it's wrong for people my age to act cute like people born in 1992?  What about people born in 1997?

I thought that that was something we were supposed to do, and we're not gonna say we're not doing it because some people aren't ready.  Ooh, does Ellen DeGeneres have anything to say about that?

Problem

So, don't listen to Ellen DeGeneres.

Problem

I was thinking of some mystery of my parents to talk about and go really mad it was just some farce.

Problem

So, what, is Ellen DeGeneres just a racist toy?  Everything I say is some issue that has to be avoided.  Is she some spectacle from "the south?"

Problem

I'm getting a serious problem from Ellen DeGeneres and her random ideas.  I do not believe she did something good and I did something bad.  I was upset at what I thought she did through my dad and I kinda don't like it.

This is my blog.  I can post whatever I want.  I can kid about Ellen DeGeneres because I watch her TV show.  Just like I posted about Tim Burton.  I bet he thought of another thing to take away from me for getting better in some way because he's racist and therefore fawled.

Problem

So, if someone thinks of saying something, isn't that the issue, and why does it matter what they say?

People think it's cool to always be checking things, like the 50s and maybe certain places in the country-

Enjoyment out of Life

Why can't we enjoy ourselves as much in private like celebrities and like their children?

Experimentation

During the hurricane in college up north, I looked around for clues in my experiment and later reality for who my real mom was, and I got this idea I was moved to another woman and it was like this deep experience but not like where you felt stuff that you remembered a lot.  Like, it was more like a mystery of a European thing but not like in a cut out way.  It was the most amazing experience.  I think I transcended to want to know about the afterlife and created my own mom and stimulated myself.  I never got real interactions as a real person but often like my bed even in the Orlando area I would often feel it was my Heaven mom, perfect yet imperfect, which is nostalgic, big, powerful, like God, everywhere, influenced by the idea of Johnny Depp as Willy Wonka from Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, which seems to have gone by the wayside.  '}:|  Hello?  What the Hell is your probob?

I guess the interesting part was I believed I really was an experiment and was like this such a good girl and would go to my real life.  It would be fun for people to get into ooh maybe we're like related.  I guess we should figure out like with boys that you wouldn't have been able to have been in your womb.  Before it was more that you got like the sort of chord feeling of like DNA like electrified in yourself from your mom.  I don't know about the dad.  It doesn't seem to have as much of an effect.  I don't remember.  I wonder if I could be the mom of someone.  This really is an important topic.  Let's all see if we are Ellen DeGeneres's kids.  She would like that, definitely.  Don't let Tim Burton spoil it.  I already finished the idea and thought someone else was my mom.  I don't really pretend.  I try to figure it out.  I really believed it.  I thought I was 16.  I saw people and thought they were part of the experiment, which I didn't ever like, though I enjoyed myself, still.  :|  Ellen DeGeneres might have a kid already, we don't know for sure.  Why don't you check it out?  I just don't really feel any connection.  Maybe, you do, luckily?  I thought I had a more casual mom and then realized it wasn't serious and was untrue.  I thought it was the person who was supposedly doing this experiment.  Maybe, hopefully not.  Not sure I went into thinking of some really attractive, **** person.  Wow, that's like Ellen DeGeneres.  That's a funny game.  Who would my dad be?  I guess I have some of the same ethnicity from my dad but more traits of my mom.  Well, that was interesting.  I hope I can do this, again, though.  It would be fun.  Not sure how it could happen again.  Since I did badly in Music History up north, I couldn't feel the magic.  Wait, my butt just pumped on its own.

Acting Ballerinas

What would you do to a ballerina who wanted to act?

Dancing Versus Film Acting

If everything is about ballerinas, then how are we supposed to learn to like act?

Experimentation

So, howcome before watching someone in private was an "intelligent" experiment?

Problem - Solution

I feel that if I hurt someone it will solve my problems, that they hurt me.  Take out my anger on something and not have them get mad at me for it.  :|