Another somewhat random important topic I got wind was the big fame of some people. Should we like stop this? I mean, what will happen to them? What will we imagine. What about something happy?
Why can't you withstand the public? I've withstood growing crowds. It's only fun. I've never been broadcasted where everyone could see me, so I really don't know about world fame and obsession through the years, since way back. I mean, I was only so old at certain times, too. I never thought fame would affect me like that. So, we need to control the thoughts that go on and the ideas that are suggested. I feel it coming, anyway.
Let's just imagine it's happy and fun. The pain has a reason. It's incredible! There are some stimulating things, but these things are to you. Try to uncover the truth, something I'm interested in.
Gotta go at the mo.
Sunday, December 2, 2012
Feelng Pain
I got the message that Ellen DeGeneres is like thinking maybe it's okay if like I get these messages in my room maybe more than other people, which is okay in a way but not really in a way not something I'd teach anyone to do to other living things, like because she's from the New Orleans area. Like, I feel that they just want to hurt you. Like, they are apparently upholding a traditional life like the Amish. I forgot she lived in a different city, a dangerous one. Maybe, I'm closer to the other ones, but I think her city was a big one at first heard. She isn't really down-to-earth, in a way. I mean, I went to college in New Orleans for over a year. Well, I should have just accepted it. I guess she's from closer to New Orleans. Wow, that must make me like nothing, all these people from the city. I remember living in the nation's oldest city. I had lived in the "big" city. Still, we felt slighted by their talentless ways. It's kinda like Orlando. People in the area she is from are really strict but in a way really feeling though not like necessarily in a classical way. At least, this is what I think.
Well, I don't think she really thinks about that, but it might have reached her already, I mean it seems to have reached everyone. I just get these feelings like she wants to like hurt me. Why is that okay? I'm really annoyed at people who act like they're stronger than me and set themselves up around me like a balloon and complain they did it, wasting their time, all the time. Well, I don't mean that feeling has to go to waste altogether, but it's being used to hurt me and it's just not something that should keep happening. It can happen in some ways. I mean, who else suffers like this? I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING WRONG ON PURPOSE. ANSWER.
Well, I don't think she really thinks about that, but it might have reached her already, I mean it seems to have reached everyone. I just get these feelings like she wants to like hurt me. Why is that okay? I'm really annoyed at people who act like they're stronger than me and set themselves up around me like a balloon and complain they did it, wasting their time, all the time. Well, I don't mean that feeling has to go to waste altogether, but it's being used to hurt me and it's just not something that should keep happening. It can happen in some ways. I mean, who else suffers like this? I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING WRONG ON PURPOSE. ANSWER.
I Am Stronger ... Than I Ever Was Before
I don't know why people are acting like they are stronger than me. I just got the message that there are protocols for me, like I feel like I'm dishonest. Like, they think they have a firm hold on things they think of me, like feelings of romance, are perversion, because I'm not completely satisfied, as "the" excuse.
Agree to Disagree
Look, I just don't agree with you. Really, people aren't pointedly mean to others like me and think they "know" I did something wrong even though they're wrong I feel I'm gonna call them a nigger.
So, on the other hand, I am getting messages dropped in. I got another message, and I posted bad messages over and over and this is bothering me and I need to plaster it on my website when I'm feeling better.
That actually sums it up.
I mean, it's okay, your bribes, but I got a trend. I guess that it just sorta happened, different people caused different things. So, it's hard to type what I'm thinking.
So, on the other hand, I am getting messages dropped in. I got another message, and I posted bad messages over and over and this is bothering me and I need to plaster it on my website when I'm feeling better.
That actually sums it up.
I mean, it's okay, your bribes, but I got a trend. I guess that it just sorta happened, different people caused different things. So, it's hard to type what I'm thinking.
Issues
So, I know I have lots of aches and pains. I'd like to talk about the discomforts I got talking to my grandma.
Also, I actually hear things. I know they could be real, but I think some of them aren't, a lot. I don't want to tell a doctor because I don't think they'd listen, anyway. I mean, I don't want them to do anything to me. I also had the feeling they wouldn't listen to the idea these days seriously because it's like a "solution."
So, I did some upper body workouts in my room and got thinner. It was good to take a break, and I think walking made the fat drain, as well.
So, I got a lot of bad thoughts as the day went on.
I guess something important I found was that minorities are susceptible to hatred. WHITE PEOPLE HAVE FOOLED THEM INTO GETTING REALLY DARK SKIN DOWN HERE, I KNOW IN FLORIDA|ORLANDO. They're absolutely miserable and look kinda injured.
Why does Ellen DeGeneres think she has to like p******* herself to black people? I mean that in the best way possible.
So, white people get their white skin back.
Hm, I still don't think it's good for anyone to have bad associations with black people. What about like friendlying up against someone who's Asian? I just noticed. It shouldn't be a big thing. I mean, I didn't go all out and ruin your life. I don't see why that would happen to anyone. (Maybe, we should figure it out.)
I guess I'm kinda torn because I feel I'm also expected to call my grandma and think about her in unpleasant ways, but no one cares.
I was wondering about everyone's fascination all of a sudden with Helena Bonham Carter.
So, I was so mad today because I was physically uncomfortable. I feel I "got" "the" joke. It's not because I was out walking. I am different now and am not sure if I should be but yes I learned not to think of the n word when someone is suggestive to me.
So, why are some people like always insisting insults on me? When I went to Saint Augustine, I felt really suggested to by a tourist thinking, "But you're Asian, Viet." What's with all the hysterics about my race? It's not something you crash. Is it because of Lily Rose? I mean no ill will, so please don't feel bad- I guess I was supposed to come to a verdict before posting this to the world. Too bad because I want to talk to the world and have them know what I'm put up with. I've already tried talking to my parents, and they're just like suggestive. I talk to all the lowly people and feel pushed.
I think seriously you need to get a blog and start posting all your thoughts and then post to celebs, on Twitter and on their popular fan board|s. Facebook, too, you can Share things on your own page, as wel, if that's what you're doing. You need to work to be #1 for everyone. You need to do exactly what you want to do. Everyone can be a #1.. I mean, I just feel kinda like in pain but like I'm a worthy person. I already complained about what minorities put up with being convinced to have such beat down dark skin. My skin was much lighter moving to the New Orleans area.
Also, I actually hear things. I know they could be real, but I think some of them aren't, a lot. I don't want to tell a doctor because I don't think they'd listen, anyway. I mean, I don't want them to do anything to me. I also had the feeling they wouldn't listen to the idea these days seriously because it's like a "solution."
So, I did some upper body workouts in my room and got thinner. It was good to take a break, and I think walking made the fat drain, as well.
So, I got a lot of bad thoughts as the day went on.
I guess something important I found was that minorities are susceptible to hatred. WHITE PEOPLE HAVE FOOLED THEM INTO GETTING REALLY DARK SKIN DOWN HERE, I KNOW IN FLORIDA|ORLANDO. They're absolutely miserable and look kinda injured.
Why does Ellen DeGeneres think she has to like p******* herself to black people? I mean that in the best way possible.
So, white people get their white skin back.
Hm, I still don't think it's good for anyone to have bad associations with black people. What about like friendlying up against someone who's Asian? I just noticed. It shouldn't be a big thing. I mean, I didn't go all out and ruin your life. I don't see why that would happen to anyone. (Maybe, we should figure it out.)
I guess I'm kinda torn because I feel I'm also expected to call my grandma and think about her in unpleasant ways, but no one cares.
I was wondering about everyone's fascination all of a sudden with Helena Bonham Carter.
So, I was so mad today because I was physically uncomfortable. I feel I "got" "the" joke. It's not because I was out walking. I am different now and am not sure if I should be but yes I learned not to think of the n word when someone is suggestive to me.
So, why are some people like always insisting insults on me? When I went to Saint Augustine, I felt really suggested to by a tourist thinking, "But you're Asian, Viet." What's with all the hysterics about my race? It's not something you crash. Is it because of Lily Rose? I mean no ill will, so please don't feel bad- I guess I was supposed to come to a verdict before posting this to the world. Too bad because I want to talk to the world and have them know what I'm put up with. I've already tried talking to my parents, and they're just like suggestive. I talk to all the lowly people and feel pushed.
I think seriously you need to get a blog and start posting all your thoughts and then post to celebs, on Twitter and on their popular fan board|s. Facebook, too, you can Share things on your own page, as wel, if that's what you're doing. You need to work to be #1 for everyone. You need to do exactly what you want to do. Everyone can be a #1.. I mean, I just feel kinda like in pain but like I'm a worthy person. I already complained about what minorities put up with being convinced to have such beat down dark skin. My skin was much lighter moving to the New Orleans area.
Pressing Matters for Me
So, I associated a bad word in the same area as some thing with some people for taking liberty to be racist to me. I've literally been thinking of a*****ing people.
The problem is I feel that I have to do these things, I find, by surprise, when things happen, like skirting around a bad word or else I won't reach the light at the end of the tunnel.
So, I can ... not really because it would say I want to be let off say sorry, but these things really aren't deliberate.
The problem is I feel that I have to do these things, I find, by surprise, when things happen, like skirting around a bad word or else I won't reach the light at the end of the tunnel.
So, I can ... not really because it would say I want to be let off say sorry, but these things really aren't deliberate.
College Debt
If you go to college from home, don't take as many classes as you can because your parents will get mad at you for college debt.
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No Child Left Behind
I elected to take World Geography my 1st year of high school. I elected to not take World History my 2nd year. I didn't make gifted my 1st year but did at the only other public school I attended, kindergarten. I got in Gifted with a bunch of other kids a year older in my class, even from the same junior high. My 2nd year. I was told upon entering American History APG to leave if it was not to I guess rush to prepare to test for college credit. The class last year was big. I had the same teacher my 1st year, and it was very easy. In my class was a Gifted girl from the public school. The boy was from my school and related to the English teacher. I didn't leave the class when called to the counselor and left 2 other classes. I went to a Baptist school and had a teacher who was 3 feet wide and pretty. I did the 1st semester during the summer. I went to the Catholic high school and took World History and it was easy but a waste of class. I could not succeed in Music History up north, with a pre class the semester before. I could do hardly anything in non-honors courses down south. Online, in Florida, it was easy except for Mathematics. Also, math and Chemistry II were too hard at the Catholic school, though I was 3rd in the state for geometry.
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Don't go looking for trouble.
It's better not to look when you're alone, like just walking around, because, sooner or later, trouble will come.
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Getting Your Hands in the Dirt
Did you wonder if people would poke at Tim Burton for saying other people can't get their hands in the dirt?
Technical Errors
Do you believe that if you do something that is not what you are technically supposed to do that you made a mistake?
Being a Boy
I actually made myself believe I wanted to be a boy and said so maybe numerous times. That's when I was 8 and 7. I still made sure I had all the benefits of a girl.
Physical Features Growing Up
My features growing up were pretty even. I was not really scrawny but considered "small" because I was short.. I don't know if I was ever big as a baby, but I looked fat. So, when I did gymnastics, I found that my shoulders seemed kinda wide. Well, I also had done different things leading up to that point like baton I started maybe around then. I was getting funny feelings, too. So, maybe that's not good. At some point|s, my chest got wide. Well, my waist was always wide. A boy made me stick out my stomach, when I was 8, and it stayed. I had to use the bathroom more after quitting gymnastics. I didn't. However, I don't think my chest is really robust compared to most girls. My shoulders and torso may be big compared to most people. My legs may look short because I'm fat. I always had a small measurement of bust. The area under it was actually bigger.
Pretty much, I don't like how I looked most of the time when I was 5, 6, 7, & 8.
I was a little perverted when I was 6 and kinda braindead at 5. We moved to Northeastern Florida, a major city. I lost my round face look at 6. We moved again and I kinda got it back. I lost it again when we moved. Then, I got it back and lost it again and so on and so forth.
I also don't get why my dad thinks that people in the past are worth more than the future, in a certain way, like opportunity in the afterlife.
I was looking at how Ellen DeGeneres's size changed through the years. I've seen so many different representations of her I can't really believe it. It looks like they got a lot of good shots.
Would you call her when she's older, like a lot of other girls I knew, a tomboy? I never truly fit the definition but tried. Sometimes, I'd be easily stimulated, though. Actually, I was sorta over and above. It's just I didn't look very European then. That's when I was 8 and in a way 7 and in some ways 6. I wanted to look like the girls with white hair and bangs. I've seen really pretty girls with fluffy light blonde hair in media, like Ramsy and the girl in Cry Baby with Johnny Depp. However, that girl looked the opposite when she got older. She still appeared very stimulated, in a way. I feel that girls who are born around 1985 and 1970 are stimulated because people born in wait I mean 1980 and 1975 because people born around 1960 are like not mature to be the parents of kids that age. I'm not really sure the nature of that. I grew up thinking that they were adults to me but that in general at that age they were not old enough to have kids but looked like adults today who are 50 or 45. I don't even know if I look like a teenager yet and assume neither does anyone who knew me. For me, *beep* was a big topic.
I just got a really disturbing idea. 8' Ellen DeGeneres relates highly to Jewish heritage. ^99^ ^66^ I know I was just thinking I like being old, traditional European. I just look kinda stimulated up in a modern way but have all the traits of an old European.
Pretty much, I don't like how I looked most of the time when I was 5, 6, 7, & 8.
I was a little perverted when I was 6 and kinda braindead at 5. We moved to Northeastern Florida, a major city. I lost my round face look at 6. We moved again and I kinda got it back. I lost it again when we moved. Then, I got it back and lost it again and so on and so forth.
I also don't get why my dad thinks that people in the past are worth more than the future, in a certain way, like opportunity in the afterlife.
I was looking at how Ellen DeGeneres's size changed through the years. I've seen so many different representations of her I can't really believe it. It looks like they got a lot of good shots.
Would you call her when she's older, like a lot of other girls I knew, a tomboy? I never truly fit the definition but tried. Sometimes, I'd be easily stimulated, though. Actually, I was sorta over and above. It's just I didn't look very European then. That's when I was 8 and in a way 7 and in some ways 6. I wanted to look like the girls with white hair and bangs. I've seen really pretty girls with fluffy light blonde hair in media, like Ramsy and the girl in Cry Baby with Johnny Depp. However, that girl looked the opposite when she got older. She still appeared very stimulated, in a way. I feel that girls who are born around 1985 and 1970 are stimulated because people born in wait I mean 1980 and 1975 because people born around 1960 are like not mature to be the parents of kids that age. I'm not really sure the nature of that. I grew up thinking that they were adults to me but that in general at that age they were not old enough to have kids but looked like adults today who are 50 or 45. I don't even know if I look like a teenager yet and assume neither does anyone who knew me. For me, *beep* was a big topic.
I just got a really disturbing idea. 8' Ellen DeGeneres relates highly to Jewish heritage. ^99^ ^66^ I know I was just thinking I like being old, traditional European. I just look kinda stimulated up in a modern way but have all the traits of an old European.
Race & Color
Did you ever stop and think black hair is unpopular because of Asians and tan skin is popular because of Pakis?
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