STOP. I keep getting that I have to feel certain things differently and like I'm like not cool and perverted, like I feel a cut in my wrist from JUST WHEN I WAS STANDING OUT WITH MY DAD IN FRONT OF THE DOOR. OW. SOMEONE **** GET HIM. I think since watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" this season, I am experiencing I am a negro sometimes, like my eyeballs might as though they're rolling back. I got another message that I'm not white. STOP. I'M GONNA **** YOU. I'M GONNA **** YOU TOO FOR GETTING ME TO SAY THAT YOU NIGGER.