Movies

I watched The Triplets of Belleville, some of The Hobbit, and Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.

I was listening to the music at the end, lying on my sofa, and I realized I felt like I was in the New Orleans area.  Then, I tried to imagine I was in Florida.

Word Association

You can't keep associating bad things to me.  What's your problem?

Making Fun of Vulnerable People

Why is it okay all of a sudden for Americans to let lose and make fun of nice people?

The Source

If someone is a source of trouble, then why not realize the source of the problem?

I see you've thought of this already, but you can't attack me for not thinking of things like this.

I feel as though everyone wants to know everything about me.

Putting up With Things

I'm sitting in my room putting up with perverted thoughts that pass.

Pouncing

Why are people surrounding me like it's their, like, unsure of the exact word, perverted imagination?

Problem

Stop being racist to me.  You keep saying I don't have certain things in my background.  That's not what the world's been about.  So, I didn't do anything wrong.  I just get racist treatment.

Problem

Why do people have a problem with me?

Problem

Why are people encouraging me to get close to my dad in ways that I don't want to?

Feeling Sick

I was feeling sick when I came home.

Now, I have the sniffles.  Also, my head has a more compressed feeling but isn't smaller.

Waiting for a Response

I have the feeling I'm being prodded at for my dad and then waited for a response from my mom.

Song

These Dreams by Heart

Well, a free outdoor concert ... maybe, these are legal?  Maybe, they're too tired to take them down?  I'd watch them.  It might be legal.  They aren't doing anything about it.

Song

Hit Me With Your Best Shot

Make You Cry

Maybe, I can make you cry.

Pretty Real

Things really are pretty real.

All the Faults

I'm guessing I got this idea from watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," but do I have to do all the faults of my dad?

Upset

I'm upset.  I was doing well last night, and now I'm all out of sorts, like I didn't sleep well.  It's like I need to take night pills, but they might kill me, at this point.  I always worried about that.  I might take one.  You can wake me from the dead, if you find out I died, but maybe I'll come back as a ghost, anyway.

Becoming a Celeb

So, why do we have to listen to celebs and are discouraged?

Losing Ideas

I keep losing ideas.

Wasting My Time

Stop surrounding me with things that you do just to waste time.

Now What

What should I do now?  Were we ever supposed to watch Ellen DeGeneres?  Why isn't anyone posting on that forum?  No one talked to me nicely on Facebook.

Not Uptight

Look, this isn't an uptight time.

Making Fun of Me

People are making fun of me for moving onto Tim Burton and Ellen DeGeneres.

WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM?

Problem

I THOUGHT I MADE A MOVE

Complaining About Points

I didn't know Ellen DeGeneres was to any point.  I complain about something that bothers me, and then people get mad.  I'm 26.  Sure, I didn't do this "in" the early 2000s.

Not Listening to Me

Why doesn't anyone listen to me?  Is it okay if I plot against you?  Wow, nothing's going on.  I need to get back at IMDb.  It's too bad the length of the pages shortened.  See, no one is really listening to me.  I should be left alone if you don't like me.  I mean, I don't really talk to anyone, but people act like they're talking to me.

I don't like people from places other than Southeastern Florida thinking they can "make a move."  Let me go on...

B Ball

I just did some B Ball and feel good.  :)

Join my forum! '8D

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Being So Suggestive

Does it pleasure you to be so suggestive?

All Better

So, like, Late Boom kids are all better?

Tired of These Fantasies

I'm tired of the fantasies I'm getting, and I was told it was from Ellen DeGeneres since she just acts nicer in public.

Supposedly, I have to have my kids in the style of Early Boom.

Upset at Something

This is really ridiculous, and I'm getting really mad.  This makes no sense, at all.  I don't have to interact with an abusive father just because someone is upset they had to be the one to talk to me.

Secret Messages

Why should we let other people claim to have a hold of an intelligent, "conquering" idea?

In public, Ellen DeGeneres does what's acceptable.

However, I feel in private certain messages.  They just keep coming.

Was Mad

I got mad awhile ago, but I didn't really mean anything.  I got it over with, probably shouldn't have done that.

Feeling Appropriate Things

Are kids of Early Boomers capable of feeling affection?

Going on Vacation

How can everyone go to Disney world 4 times a year?

Trying to be Suave

People born after 1950 think it's all about them when they act cool and mean like it's supposed to be that way.

At Your Service

Why am I expected to service the children of Late Boomers?

Blending in With the Wall

I got the idea I wasn't even supposed to look cool but provide amusement.

Up a Puppet

I just got the idea of Ellen DeGeneres putting her hand up a puppet in front of some tweens|teens.

Early News!

Ellen DeGeneres sent out her newsletter early, yesterday.  I wonder if she knew I'd be out walking.  Haha, that's kinda funny.  ^00^~

P1

Disney

I like going through Disney and looking at the replicas.  Last place we went was MGM.

Card

I got my card.  I just didn't buy anything, yet.  I have plans.

Racial Weaknesses

It seems that the racial weaknesses of others are dangerously being flung at me.

Carrie

Were you carried a lot affectionately?  Also, did it stimulate you?

How You Feel

Isn't it inappropriate to like corner someone for how they feel?

Late Boom

So, is my generation uncomfortably set off from Late Boom (and their kids?)

IMDb Post Alert

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Tags Edit

Pedicure, anyone?

So, I was in the car, yesterday, and I was telling my parents my toenails used to look like my aunts's but also like me.  Then, they got wider and shorter, which my cousin's were more.  I don't know if it was gonna happen, anyway, but it mattered.  I had a friend with toes like that, too.  I'm pretty mad.  People used to also look at my simple legs.

Being Nice and Not

If Billy Raymond Burton and Nell are so nice, then why do people think they aren't?  What will they do?

When I Ate

I got the feeling of nothing, like I wasn't laden down.  I could only afford one sandwich and water and got cups of water.

Interesting People

I met some interesting people this weekend.  I was at the mall, and this thick lady with sorta rich mousy maybe straight bouncy shoulder length hair and a strong smooth nose said something in the middle of the mall and it just totally surrounded me.

Also, when I was waiting to come home, a nice Asian lady asked me to sit and have a drink and would fix me something.  I was sitting on the curb maybe miles from home.  I didn't ask for directions because I didn't want to give out my address.  Map Quest apparently wasn't working.

In for Some Action

Boy, the likes of Ellen DeGeneres is "in" for some Early Boom action.

Disrespect

People suddenly started being disrespectful to me when I was 11 and 12.

Disturbed by Messages

I keep getting disturbing messages about|from my oldest aunt.

Freedom of Speech

THIS IS MY BLOG

Problem

WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM

I'm not gonna sit here and put up with this.

Useless Messages

I keep getting useless messages.

I JUST TOLD YOU THE OPPOSITE

Problem

How do we know that the internet is safe?  I need it!  I should check it out at the library but don't.

Problem

They keep associating ideas, like they aren't even people.

Stop

Leave me alone.

I don't revel in being stimulated in perverted ways by much older people or people from other generations.

Problem

Please stop making up wild fantasies because I have problems.

I just got ideas that annoying people are a big part of my life, like the tags and categories in my blog.

I guess you kinda just went all out and thought my blog was a public broadcast and that my life is not indeed overly tortured.  I just wanted you to know I'm not literally doing that.

Escalating

The problems simply keep escalating after I solve others.

I'm having a problem with the influence of my older aunts on how others treat me.  It's hysterical, literally.  So, don't let it happen.  See, she would just kinda blow up on the inside or if she's mad vent.  Then, something really touching would happen.

Problem

My blog keeps getting influenced in bad ways.  Once, I changed it after I simply got mad at someone mean.

Think Think Think

What do you think of people who think of something after an idea is meditated on?

*On the Wild Side*

I don't like the wild side of some.

What do you think?

So, what do you think about people who aren't from Southeastern Florida nor L.A. who decide to insult you just to look cool when they really are racist?

Limp

My wrist was kinda limp.

Sore and Tired

My left arm is pretty sore randomly.

1 Shot

So, if you could only have a chance at being a fan of one person, who would it be, Ellen DeGeneres, Tim Burton, or Johnny Depp?

Fitting In

A lot of people like Johnny Depp.  I tried hard to fit in with the fans.

Generations and Race

Why don't you come out in the open and figure out what you want with other generations like mine who are jealous of how "comfortable" people are born in 1992 and 1998?

I know a lot of people like end up blasting hatred and dirt.  It's too bad they aren't perfect.  Maybe, they just aren't that white.

"Young" Fans

Johnny Depp fans are commonly born in 1992.  That means they are 29 years younger.  I'm about 23 years younger.  Also, he's a boy.  It seems to work out.  I can't imagine his fans any younger.

Infiltrating in Cultures

Do you think people who moved to Florida from the Northeast should infiltrate into the culture?  Like, if they moved after they were 6?

I know Elle Fanning moved to L.A., but now she seems like she's from Georgia, since she got a little bigger and started acting more.  I just like that ad she used to have up on her site, I mean banner, that had 3 pictures of her and said, "Smile - Pretty - Girl."  It seemed like there would be so much more.  I like the "Good Life" ad with all the white-haired kids, that was online.  I don't see why such kids would get in trouble for looking like old-fashioned kids, but celebs get away with anything.  I was trying to infiltrate in film but simply didn't make it and am siding with Ellen DeGeneres and finding out what's appropriate.

Eating

I just had a bowl of creamy chicken soup with a lot of spice and am having the 2nd.

I had some beef already.

I have spinach and mushrooms, cooked in water, gonna put a spice on it from the grocery store.

More beef.

Waiting for the last of my Philly swirly Italian Ice to melt.

Breakfast

I had Liver Worst and 2 Onion Bagels with Cream Cheese.

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Look at this girl from England, how pleasured she is and in a cozy, protected, European way.  My dad is gonna rampage over this somehow.

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Suggestion

Nell Burton seems to think that her weaknesses are my strengths.  She thinks she deserves her riches.

People Feeling Beat Over Me

People seem to feel beat for me not having to interact with my dad so much.

Caring About Me

I feel my dad doesn't let me do certain things, and then other people ask why.  With my mom, people just care about my feelings and my race.  They also seem to formulate an attitude over me and what I seem to be like.

Problem

Look, I'm from Florida.

I just have a certain kind of family.

Being From Solid Ground

Why am I considered not from solid ground if these people from L.A. and Florida are?

I am not.

I am not gonna go talk to my parents like a teenager from watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."

My dad is a bit hostile.

Problem

I just mentioned something important, and then you made me think of my dad.  Want to admit that?

Problem

No, I don't have to relate to my dad and not in the way you want.  Let me remind you I am 26.

Did you listen?  I don't mean it's not an issue.  I think it's a waste of everyone's time.

An Adult Now

I'm 26 and very very good everyone thinks.  So, I am very mad at your constant reminders at certain points that maybe I could even listen to my dad.  I mean, I don't think he's smarter than me.

No Different

I am like everyone else.  I know you want things to be cut and simple.

Not Unimportant

If you don't like what I said, let's just say that my friends are not more important than me.

PAY ATTENTION

Why do you bother with my old friends in bad ways?  I mean, like, I'm thinking, for some reason, "What is your problem?"

My Old Friends's Bad Ways

My friends are bad and think they have something over me.  That is so ridiculous.  Does anyone think this makes sense?  Anyone think they can challenge me?

Heritage in the U.S.

I guess I have heritage in Pennsylvania.  I think Florida and L.A. are similar, but I am from Southeastern Florida, as well as Northeastern Florida.  The only reason I like Northeastern Florida is because it's kinda dreamy and for the nation's oldest continuing city.  I don't like suck up to my dad, neither.  I think my mom has interesting culture.

How People Are in Certain Areas

I don't think everyone with heritage in L.A. is the same, but you'd want to think just that.

Like to Leave Off

I really do like to leave off some issues.

I don't like how I was in a way when I was certain ages, had some difficulties, like with my nose not being skinny.  And being short.

People Being Really Mean

People from the Northeast are mean.  They think that if you are attractive you are bad.  They just want to feel pleasure and that life is made of raw material.  They also think being modern is too stressful and therefore evil.

Sensitive Issue

It's too bad everyone is so sensitive about that thing when I was 11.

It seems like nothing's happened in my life since then.  I don't see what's so bad about it.  I mean, it was just for fun.  I don't think it's a danger, in this day and age, with the net, to be sarcastic if you don't like call someone something bad or something like that.  I mean, you don't know what different things could really mean, even.  It did seem eminent.  I mean, I'm not as bad as everyone else.

What I Should Have Done

I should have gone to the private junior high.

Year 1
1 English II
2 Geometry
3 History
4 Physical Science
5 Religion
6 Health | PE I
7 Art

Year 2
1 English III
2 Algebra II
3 History
4 Biology I
5 Religion
6 PE II
7 Art

Year 3
1 English IV
2 Advanced Math
3 History
4 Chemsitry I
5 Religion
6 Civics
7 Art

Year 4
1 English V
2 Calculus
3 History
4 Physics
5 Religion
6 Art
7

I should have gone to the public junior high.

Year 1
1 English I G
2 Geometry G
3 Physical Science H
4 Freshman Orientation | Civics
5 PE I
6
7

Year 2
1 English II G
2 Algebra II G
3 Biology I H
4 World History (H?)
5 PE II | Health
6
7

Year 3
1 English III APG
2 Advanced Math APG
3 Chemsistry I H
4 American History H
5 Free Enterprise |
6
7

Year 4
1 English IV APG
2 Calculus APG
3 Physics H
4
5
6
7

If I stayed at the Catholic junior high, which had bad history and not so good science:

Year 1
1 English II G
2 Geometry G
3 Freshman Orientation | Civics
4 Biology I H
5 PE I
6
7

Year 2
1 English III APG
2 Algebra II G
3 World History (H?)
4 Chemistry I H
5 PE II | Health
6
7

Year 3
1 English IV APG
2 Advanced Math APG
3 American History H
4 Physics H
5 Free Enterprise |
6
7

So, for electives, at the public high school, they should have been: Talented Theater & Talented Music - Singing.

College - Loyola University New Orleans - Communications & Film

I must admit though that all that made college aesthetic as it was was Singing and Ballet.

Graduate and work for Disney Junior at Burbank.

Acclimating

When I moved to the New Orleans area, I was 12 and 13.  I guess most people there weren't new.  I didn't really care about Mardi Gras.  I just got into it by the end.  I did some clubs my 1st year and was pretty busy.  The next year, I was Queen of Clubs, a newspaper article by a friend seeing who did the most activities, in and out of school.  Then, I changed my life to become the holistic solution.  However, I had this really hard course and didn't know I had to leave.  Then, my life was ruined.  I was having fun at church already with the changing of choir directors twice, took to them.  The choir was very different and changed a lot.  It was nice to be the youngest with older people, who were funny but not at 1st very clear.  There were only about 10-20 of them total.  I guess it gave me an uncomfortable feeling and would to talk about it, not being from there.  =|  I'm not sure what else.  I know I started Talented Theater but changed schools.  I went to music school in New Orleans.  I started playing at church but not the official organ accompaniment.  Everyone knew me at church and lots of people in the community theater did, as well.  I only did the ballet recital and the new school one year.  I left the old school and learned more at the new school.  My friend encouraged me.  I should have looked around.  I feel I should have gone to the harder school but for some reason thought I should do other things.  I took gymnastics for teens once a week.  I was the oldest at my ballet schools, except once at the old one, my 1st year of high school.  Still, there were lots of younger kids.  So, then, I went to school in New Orleans and I was there for school, but what sticks with me is like remembering going to the zoo before school started and stuff like that.  Like walking to tutor for an honors credit.  Stuff like that.  It was very memorable.  I had a lot of associations with being from the area and like going to music school in high school.  It was connected to the world.  There were so many interesting people, professors.  There was this one girl who dressed nicely.  It just was an overwhelming experience.  I just felt a bit beefed up and tired for ballet.

Maybe, you didn't understand.

When my friends left me, I became depressed and eventually lost lots and lots of energy.

I think it's obvious about being very sensitive to the area you live in.

Louisiana was so different, and I couldn't think, about modern culture.  I totally lost it.  Right away.  I still haven't gotten it back, never thought I could by maybe a miniscule chance in a chance.

I wanted to play softball, but there was no team.  I did it my 1st year of high school, happy to wear no uniform at a public school, which got uniforms the next year.  They didn't even put the softball photos in the yearbook, and it was the best picture I'd seen.  I put down the book and then the page wasn't there.  I know I played for the senior play then, too, but the coach said okay.  I think she was mad.  I was only JV because there weren't enough people.  I actually thought I'd make soccer, but there were too many people.  I think I tried to get in it like 3 times.  Well, the 3rd time at a new school I participated in practice until I had to like go to ballet or maybe I just didn't come.

How I'm Feeling

Well, I didn't wear sunblock, so I became more red.

My knees felt a bit like with a hard bump.

I was pretty sore but kinda am over it.  It will come back when I lie down.  Energy will ooze from my corpse.

I wasn't sore how I usually was.  I felt more compact and like put together like strings of raw meat.  That's how I feel often, now.  I've been eating more, and am feeling more content.  8|

I just feel kinda like energized like "enlightened" in a physical sense.

In the bathtub, my knees almost locked when I was getting out, in a solid totally connected way.

Being Allowed to Do Things

I find it disgusting in a way that people think I shouldn't be allowed to do things I used to do living somewhere else.

It's just suggestive and there for fun.  I mean, it's like it doesn't even matter.  Why am I getting signals from elsewhere?  You should post these things online.  Like, if you already do, then to me I guess, on like when I get a place for comments, again.

I know people complained all the time where I lived in public and it annoyed me, as well as got in my way.  I found they really cared about how you felt, though.  I mean, yes, there were some people who were quieter, but they all seemed snobby to me.

I feel as though I were set up.  I just felt like my life would be ruined because I was moving to a suburb of New Orleans and not New Orleans itself.  Well, it was.  :|

Need to Shut Up

Isn't it funny how people I know are trying to take over the culture I acquired in the south?  I wasn't mean to people but complained to my family ABOUT NOT LIKING THE AREA AND HAVING NO FRIENDS AND NOT BEING ABLE TO FINISH MY HOMEWORK EVEN THOUGH I'M A GOOD STUDENT.  It definitely is a serious issue.  I mean I need to shut up.

I don't think other people need to observe me and act like I'm incompetent and torture me and act like that all and stuff.  Then, they meet someone who's "really from there" and things look different, for some reason, like I didn't deserve respect.  I talked to my relatives and friends in a funny way about not liking the new area, you know like it was a thing and it was really funny.

So, I seemed okay, until I started ballet...

It's Funny

It's funny when something makes a lot of sense but is said that you don't deserve to be happy.

Imperfection

Ellen DeGeneres isn't perfect because I keep getting the idea she's like mad at like what my family does, like it might make sense, but she is like a vicious person, like the thoughts you get from her, like with Tim Burton.  Maybe, it's just me imagining things, mostly.  I'm not sure exactly what I'm thinking or tapping into.  I think this is true.  She just doesn't show it.  I mean, I think people always kinda got mad at my dad.  Maybe, it's time to let it out.

I WILL NOT ACCEPT THIS :0

I've been at this, you can't suddenly "be the one" to correct him like I don't matter.  I'm not gonna live like flowers.  Like all like everything doesn't need to be talked about|addressed.

Problem

My dad keeps making bad remarks and then reacting when I am mad about it and think of something to stop my anger.  I mean, I think that's how people are, it is the situation, and it is highly suggestive.  Well, these remarks are inverbal.  Like, say something isn't like "perfect" nor smooth.  It just makes me feel worse about myself taking liberties.

I mean, we try to stop these thoughts, as we go online or do things to be in the world.  No one even cares if we're sorry.

Disturbed by My Irritations

I became mad last night about Ellen DeGeneres living in L.A. and for some reason thought she was beyond unthankful as everyone from the New Orleans area is.  I just thought maybe like she and Tim Burton thought I was nothing.  I used to want to move to L.A., but I got the idea so did everyone.  Then, I got the idea everyone wishes they were from Florida and that maybe that's the reason.  I think it's just a racist thing.  I wish I had another example.  There are other people online, but I guess their content is rather feisty.  I've come across blogs but not often by people posting in certain ways.  I was about to look at one now from Twitter.  See, I really am not keeping up and probably should.  I'm even having problems with Twitter.  However, I find my writing kinda simple yet unstructured.

Also, do you really get Tim's England jokes?  What's the big idea?  I just posted my complaints about that country.  I just figured everybody else sucked, but they really sided with the wrong people and told them big things.  What I am alluding to, though, is that I posted they acted like England was like scary and like too pleasurable in some weird way or like "any way you can imagine."

I don't know much about Ellen DeGeneres.  I mean she changed since Tim Burton.  It was probably in a good way.  I think people are really at her at random and really have no reason to be they will find.  I don't mean disinterested.  I mean, yea, they probably used to go really crazy.  Well, I find that I get ideas from her in the silence.  Same with Tim Burton, but sometimes I like "know it's him" and often I didn't.  I just know she was more mean before and now I get the messages in private.  Well, she wasn't really "mean" just annoying but yea mean but not unusually mean.  I just mean everyone is mean to me.

I think Ellen DeGeneres is a really smart person.  So is Tim Burton.  Why isn't Tim Burton more like before?  I guess he could be.  I got the weird idea Ellen DeGeneres is building up to be like he is.  Supposedly, though, he is actually influencd a lot in a certain way by Helena Bonham Carter.  I guess it's nice.  He just seems a bit agitated.  Because I said that actually means it should not increase.  Why am I getting the opposite idea from anyone who reads this or takes this in?  I mean like what a lot of people would think if they know I think this.

I think Ellen DeGeneres is the new Tim Burton and popular because she doesn't have kids and is gay with a younger partner.  Lots of nice people became gay, and it really annoyed me.  I mean, it's good to have kids, can't think of any good examples, well yea, but I was just thinking after Tim Burton, it seems Ellen would be popular as like a relief spot from the tumult of Nell Burton.  Johnny Depp sorta disappeared in the distance over his daughter, as well.  I'm thinking of someone now who's older, though.  I know another way where it's not good where it doesn't work out, though.  Now, I have another example.  8|  I think a lot of young adults today are nice about their kids.  It's just how you are and who you are.  I was hoping my mom would have a kid.  It would be nice if she had a kid with a Tim Burton.  It would be so cute and precious.  The only problem is I hear she can't have kids.  I have a friend with a mom 45 when she was born, and so was her dad, just a little older by months or however.

I don't see why famous people have to contend to the inklings of my father to be ridiculous and overreact to when you don't feel well.  I mean, it's not funny, and I have a feeling they automatically enjoy those things.

It's not too late.

Why does Tim Burton|Ellen DeGeneres and Johnny Depp act like it's "too late" to be somebody if you're not a media celeb?

I wanted to have fun and enter the acting business and am one of those people in the world who is not incapable of having become a famous movie star.

See, I got this weird message ... I went on Facebook and MySpace because I thought I was supposed to, MySpace most importantly, and then I found a forum with questions on how to get in Pirates of the Caribbean 4.  I got this weird message that it is special but worthless.  There is no reason.  It's just, oh, on a side note, for whatever reason, you sort of did not succeed in college and got so many semesters of "Medical" Withdrawals.  Or, there's this thing you did back when you were 11 or you didn't remember yourself to write your cousin when you were like 7 or when you moved when you were 9.  Or, oh, you had family problems when you were 12.  Well, I don't know what's a big deal to you, but it seems each event caused the next.  I got better but then did poorly in school.  What does that have to do with me in my 20s trying to get in Pirates of the Caribbean 4?

Dream

The first dream I remember was about Julie Andrews, seeming younger.  We were going to see her or something.  She was like doing a performance program.  I think there were other programs.

I think we were feeling sorry for people.