Sunday, December 9, 2012

Arts Training

What do you think about majoring in a traditional art? What about Charlotte Church? I mean, I've had a degree of presented training in the arts. So, Charlotte Church must have begun at @ 10. Well, I was in choir since 9 and 8. My interest in singing began at 5. My aunt gave us Wee Sing songs at 6 or 7. I asked to sing at 7. I just participated in the Christmas Choir. They let in people that age "who could read" the next year. I heard of private voice at 9. I just got in a good choir. I was supposed to take voice and piano from a young Russian brunette with gray skin but didn't feel like singing, at 1st. There was supposed to be a health club built. I didn't have time for piano. I had no more relationships.
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Doing Ballet

I did gymnastics sometimes at age 1 3/4, and I couldn't remember anything in ballet at 5.
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More Stimulating Relationships

Is Tim Burton's relationship with Helena Bonham Carter more the peak of his past history? Also, what's with people who are more European acting like it's okay for them to show off?
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R+R

I wonder why it's so hard for me to get some R+R.
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No Pro-ble-em

I don't see the problem with interacting with prominent members of the community. However, I get tired when I go out with my dad, in Orlando. First, I needed to catch up on rest. Then, I stopped going out and stayed in my room. I didn't eat right but was some confused. Then, some/thing/s happened, and he started to stimulate me, as though, all of a sudden, he was Tim Burton.
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New Minor

Religion
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Problem

I'm getting really rude treatment because of my race.  I don't care.

Eureka!

I didn't figure out how to come off a trill section.  Then, I figured I could repeat a note.

Edit

I made the Networking link into Telecommunications.

Major|Minor

Major: History
Minor: Communications Disorders (& Sciences)

Minor

Middle Eastern Studies

I think I'm going to UCF for my BA.

Look at the history courses: link.

Look at the Middle Eastern Studies: link.

I'm not interested in Jews.

Problem

Why do you think Ellen DeGeneres plays games?  Like wants other people not to care.

Problem

Famous people are mean to me.

Animation

It's a big major.

Animation

Well, I think UCF has an Animation concentration.  Yup.  It has a non-character one, too.

School

I'm thinking of taking American History to Present online next semester.  I mean, I like movies, which there aren't as many I like.  Also, this is like when people major in English to understand the world.

Going to School

What I Need to Get an A.A. in Something Online

10 General Studies Courses - 30 Credit Hours
1 Speech
1 Communications
1 English
2 Humanities
2 Math
2 Science
1 Political Science|Government

Major - 12 Credit Hours
Western Civilization I
US History to 1877
US History 1877 to Present
Western Civilization II

Total
42 of 60 Credit Hours (Electives Completed)

University of Pheonix has a pretty good Communications major, but I don't trust it.  It might be the new thing since Business.  It goes up to the Bachelor's level and may take a year to complete the A.A., I forget, but it's less than 2 years.  You may have college credit, already.  Remember all those ads for distance learning back in 2004 or somesuch to like 2010 say?

One bonus is that you can get your A.A. online and then go to a big school and have the General Studies taken care of.  It's funny they don't require Philosophy.  Instead, it's Humanities.

However, college is a big thing and can take a lot of time.  I found I could not succeed in Math and had to quit that semester.  If I quit English again, I don't get grade forgiveness.  I don't have a 4.0.  I have a 3.5.  Humanities is a bit laborious, like studying Greek.  Also, the money is a hassle and I'm not ready.

I already tried to be an actor.  I think everyone should like, if they're interesting, seriously make a consideration, like I mean it's kinda an issue, like it's a big deal that some people a lot of us wouldn't mind being actors and the world needs more people to make appearances, like online and maybe get like glamorous lives and such.  What about Ellen DeGeneres?  She has a show and has a ride up at Disney and is acclaimed like Tim Burton for categories of things.  What about fashion models, aren't they something to do with good acting??  Why is there only 1 Johnny Depp?  Didn't you ever get bored?  I'm excited to see who performs.  I mean, I do stuff for fun, and it's expected and needed.  People need to take voice and stuff like that, must be worried about ruining their voices.  What about Charlotte Church?  Start singing on your own?  Then, take lessons.

I wanted to get a job in Communications, but I need a Bachelor's degree in something.  I wanted to work for kids in Hollywood.  I was a Music Education major.  I've always liked the arts and performing.  However, nothing has happened.  My submissions were not taken into consideration.  I could consider studying a performing art, but like Ballet is not so good these days and it would like make it harder to act at this point, I know.  I like blogging online, eating, and living my life.  Then, what, theater, I already did in high school.  Then, art, I like art.  Then, there's music, which I talked about.  Charlotte Church at Christmas was really good.  She had a short-lived career, grew up quickly.  What about Celine Dion?

So, I'm already like doing these things, and people are being mean to me.  To get a job, I'd need a college degree.  I'm not sure what's so bad about me and what I do.  I feel pushed to go to college.  And get a job.  That's kinda hard.  I'm like trying to catch up on eating and stuff.  I'm trying to post on my blog.  If there was no internet, I'm not sure, but maybe I'd have had a better education.  Part of the reason I post online is to get better at talking|writing.  In and of itself, I think blogging is a good way of social networking, the basic way.  Message boards were exciting, but I had a hard time because of Johnny Depp.  It seems the world has gone stupid.  Did you know he's part black?

Problem

You're always wrong.

Problem

So, why can't I go to college, huh, huh?  I'm already interested in movies.

Problem

I got the message that we were to slave away in history outside of school and that Ellen DeGeneres is better than us.  How does that connect?

Problem

Quit being mean to me and making fun of my life and then digging into my family.

Problem

I'm gonna *beep* someone.  I had my height up, 5'3".  It said 5'2".  Now, I'm 5'4".  *Beep*  Leave me alone!  Stop getting in the way.

Problem

Why should I care about your wandering mind?  Can't I live my life?

Problem

Quit bugging me and making me more mad.

Stop these fantasies about me.  I don't think the world cares.

Problem

I got another message.  Someone needs to go back to their parents.  They're just wanting me to seem like I don't have a control over something.  What's going on?  Someone stop this!  I'm right.  They're wrong.  H*** them!  Something!  They're hurting me.  Help!  What if I want kids?

Problem

Stop saying Ellen DeGeneres is everything just because she is famous.

Also, I can't improve every time I try because people all attack me like in some surround sound way.

Look, I'm being cornered by boring people, and then other people are considered extraneous.  Stop being so perverted all day.  Leave me alone.  You're just complaining that you do this.  You think something bad will happen if I get a wrong idea because I think it was something like a click made in my room.  This used to be humane, but I think that people are being racist.  I already said I don't want to do this.  It might be complimentary to anyone, but it is a bad idea.  If I'm in an experiment, don't bother me.

So, Ellen DeGeneres can be said to and can make fun of people for what they are and trash them?

Problem

Why are people down South proud not to get snow?  In Florida, they bring stacks of snow in some areas..

People up north get tired of the "cold," I think.  You know, you can go up there and experience the snow.  I think any race can interpret the snow in its own way, even Native American indians.  I thought the Asians got snow, even Indonesia.

Why should Ellen DeGeneres be allowed to be like interested in people up north for being in the cold but mad at people down south whose parents aren't from the South?  Tim Burton has culture in the beach.  Wait, what's your message now about Tim Burton and the beach?  I don't think that means you'd have culture where you're from.  Why are you so jealous of culture in the beach, huh, huh?  Gotta problem?  Don't go up north, in that case..  Why didn't you live in California?  Look, I didn't make that up.  I got the idea.

So, I said there are some things Ellen DeGeneres doesn't know because that's what interests people.  My net just got shut off.  I already said my life was a journey.  I'm a person.  What's so funny about that?

Everyone Else

So, why is everyone else so comf and cozy?

What happened to the others, gonna ruin my life?

Problem

Go away.

I didn't say I never wanted to talk to you.  I just said you were bothering me to a large degree.

Problem

What happened?  I don't want your assertiveness.

This is all because of the n word thing.  Did you know that, huh, huh, or did it take a lot of effort?

Problem

I got another message.  I just felt something, too, not a stimulation in a bad bad way..  What is this person's problem.  Leave me alone.  I can do whatever I want.  Don't like twist what I do and like do it back.  Sometimes, when people are mean to you, you have to do something, and it's too bad if you have a problem with it.  People are always very mean to me, and I didn't do anything.  I guess you don't really think about that.

Problem

I got more misspelled words, and it's just annoying that this person is getting away with all this.  The only thing about recognizing this in a civil manner is that it could capsize.

Problems

Ellen DeGeneres, not because of how she was raised as a kid, just gets a lot of attention for not thinking.  I got a nasty message.  I don't remember.  Hm, what's so funny about that?  Like, I feel really insulted.  Anyway, isn't Tim Burton like that, too, and Chloe Moretz?  Ditzes from the South?  I met some stuck up people up north who don't really have all the answers, neither.  What does that mean?  I would have talked about this sooner or later.  They just don't want to talk about the point but they keep getting attention for your ideas.  I know people live in private and are supposedly an accumulation of intelligence.  That's hard to believe.  I'm actually worried because it's hard to talk about, I was just really really hurt often, and it's supposedly secret messages from them in an experiment.

I got another idea but forgot.  So, Ellen DeGeneres's mom's last name is Austrian-Jewish.  Maybe, that's her excuse for being so attractive, even though she's white, like you know how like black people etc. want to look overly attractive but have no brains.  Looks like everyone slipped.  They all wish they were me.  =0

Maybe, I'm spoiled, but you forgot everyone downscaled celebrities.  I guess now I'm worried about my reputation with the world.  I also thought that if like a most famous star ever read me up online and noticed me that it'd be muy importante.  I've had some interactions: Johnny Depp, Helena Bonham Carter, Alexa Vega, Nancy Sinatra several times Tweeted to me serious Tweets.  Tim Burton's people contacted me to take down my group, and I was honored, on Facebook.

It was hard to think at home, but I had other outside influences that disturbed my thinking.  I was thankful that I didn't end up sorta insecting my way up online slowly.

I'm getting the feeling people are talking to me a lot now in insulting ways and that later I will have problems.  Wait, I'm getting more bickering.  Doesn't matter, right, could happen to you, could get hurt.

So what would you say instead of just "not thinking?"  It's just a sentence.  I didn't make a point that someone really doesn't think, at all.  Oi vey.  Wait, why do I hear an echo?  Is there something wrong with having a dad born in 1950?  Why do you want juice from him?  I thought you said it was worthless.  Whatever your excuse is isn't nice and isn't right.  I guess that's all anyone wants to do with me who's like acclaimed.

Also, I got really mad at people who think being positive is outdated.

Problem

I got another taunt.  There was something soft on TV that sounded like biology.  What's that supposed dto mean?

Upset

Ellen DeGeneres really doesn't have any like "new" ideas.  I've wanted to be more European, and my dad is.  In some ways, anyone would want to be like my mom.  I just got the influence from watching her that that's an issue.

Also, I got mad my dad was up.  I got an image of him rubbing his hands like he's all that in a stimulating way across something, and then I felt stimulated.  Ellen DeGeneres has a problem.  You watch her show, and you have to interact with your parents even if you don't like to.  I didn't get that problem with Tim Burton until later, so he kinda caused it.  I was really mad my dad has been taking over me socially.  I just went in to make breakfast, and he didn't say hi, like he was smart and was going to interact with me.  He was acting racist.  Maybe, this is all just worthless.  So, I'm mad because I don't feel well and he bothered me and I thought of some words kinda but not on purpose, kinda liking it, and now, moving on, that's gonna tail me.

I just got another message, that Ellen DeGeneres is so good because she's nice to people.  I think I was just called an accident.  I don't want to get friendly with you.  Wait, I was just called a nigger.  Someone is desperate.  Why don't you just k*** me?

LOOK, LEAVE ME ALONE YOU WORTHLESS PEOPLE.  I don't feel well.

I got another message from my dad.  He "started" the TV?  What's your point?

Issue

I'm constantly getting messages with insults fit in when I didn't start anything as though it has to come out or maybe it's not really insulting.  I know people are supposedly more careful with others in a different way.  People are really crazy around me once I do something that perturbs them.

Feeling Interesting|Odd

So, I was feeling really comfortable in my bed but still feel a little like fat for now.  I didn't get up and go to the bathroom.  I feel a bit bigger but also in a way I don't like.  Tim for breakfast.  3)

Dream

I remember I was at the back of a church.

I think there was one where I was living with my parents and some others and that I had to move out on my own, in an apartment complex.

The dreams were pretty long.