Monday, December 10, 2012

Problem

I don't like Ellen DeGeneres's attitude.  She's trying to get attention from older people like my dad over younger people and ditching us.

She makes mistakes and has nothing to say.  She thought my brother and I were worthless.  What does that say?  It just means that everyone else is worth nothing.  Then, I realized I thought that the reason was because of other people.  I just realized they were all really bad.  What's the idea of coming into my home and making judgements on our lives?  Don't you think we have it hard with my mom being Chinese-Indonesian, and you think you can come in and take her like a prize?

Consider it you shouldn't be able to enjoy her if she's gonna ruin our lives.  I don't trust this.  I think it's because of the n word thing and other things.  She's just getting mad at things and connecting ideas and has no point and is being worthless whoever this is and I already figured that if it's not her she should be flattered that she stooped so low as to accept it and should feel blessed she didn't do it.  I've been checking in a lot and don't know.  She just seems to hate the world.  Isn't it interesting how we don't see how she stimualtes herself?  She probably was stimulated as a child.  Is that all she's worth?  Well, she's pretty attractive and interesting, but I hope it isn't because she's Jewish.  I guess everyone now likes people who makes statements.

Why can't you just accept it, I said no?  Like if you don't stop I should hu*t you.  I already said it was my dad's fault, and it is.  I'm also mad at other people I meet.

My dad hurt me recently.  He's coming out wanting me to be all impressed with his authority over me, though I'm 26 and just want a nice relationship.