Saturday, December 8, 2012

Experimentation

During the hurricane in college up north, I looked around for clues in my experiment and later reality for who my real mom was, and I got this idea I was moved to another woman and it was like this deep experience but not like where you felt stuff that you remembered a lot.  Like, it was more like a mystery of a European thing but not like in a cut out way.  It was the most amazing experience.  I think I transcended to want to know about the afterlife and created my own mom and stimulated myself.  I never got real interactions as a real person but often like my bed even in the Orlando area I would often feel it was my Heaven mom, perfect yet imperfect, which is nostalgic, big, powerful, like God, everywhere, influenced by the idea of Johnny Depp as Willy Wonka from Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, which seems to have gone by the wayside.  '}:|  Hello?  What the Hell is your probob?

I guess the interesting part was I believed I really was an experiment and was like this such a good girl and would go to my real life.  It would be fun for people to get into ooh maybe we're like related.  I guess we should figure out like with boys that you wouldn't have been able to have been in your womb.  Before it was more that you got like the sort of chord feeling of like DNA like electrified in yourself from your mom.  I don't know about the dad.  It doesn't seem to have as much of an effect.  I don't remember.  I wonder if I could be the mom of someone.  This really is an important topic.  Let's all see if we are Ellen DeGeneres's kids.  She would like that, definitely.  Don't let Tim Burton spoil it.  I already finished the idea and thought someone else was my mom.  I don't really pretend.  I try to figure it out.  I really believed it.  I thought I was 16.  I saw people and thought they were part of the experiment, which I didn't ever like, though I enjoyed myself, still.  :|  Ellen DeGeneres might have a kid already, we don't know for sure.  Why don't you check it out?  I just don't really feel any connection.  Maybe, you do, luckily?  I thought I had a more casual mom and then realized it wasn't serious and was untrue.  I thought it was the person who was supposedly doing this experiment.  Maybe, hopefully not.  Not sure I went into thinking of some really attractive, **** person.  Wow, that's like Ellen DeGeneres.  That's a funny game.  Who would my dad be?  I guess I have some of the same ethnicity from my dad but more traits of my mom.  Well, that was interesting.  I hope I can do this, again, though.  It would be fun.  Not sure how it could happen again.  Since I did badly in Music History up north, I couldn't feel the magic.  Wait, my butt just pumped on its own.