Tuesday, December 11, 2012
Dreams
I had the most amazing dream. Finally, I was with these huge kinda gooey heads, like reddish blonde Tim Burtons, all lying sorta in stacks around. I even touched one, lying on the floor. I think for the 2nd time 2 big people squeezed in a box to hide in another room. I was just on the floor in this room. There was this icy person, like a cartoon of the Snow Queen but evil, kinda laughing like I wouldn't be tortured but threatening to ruin me and attack me I guess. Like, she was gonna ruin my nose, but it wouldn't really "hurt." Instead, She engulfed my arms in a huge force, and I was writhing like crazy and couldn't moved. It was so like kinda I dunno stressful and a little painful or really fast and hard to defend. I felt I was just so minisculely and so much was writhing out of this force that was attacking my arms, and I knew I would get out. Her nose was kinda like a slope that went outward and down. She was like blue and white. So, no joy, but I was happy something worse wouldn't happen and that I wasn't stimulated. So, I woke up, then, and it was similar to when I felt pain so much but not like disgusting and felt it for like years, the pleasure and happiness afterwards. So, after this, I felt kinda like someone was touching me, maybe someone who was really mad at me, my arms, like a staticy reverberation and I never really felt very stimulated, maybe just a wave of dips. My arms felt so like overpowered and disconnected. It was the best feeling and exciting, like a ride you dread yet mostly enjoy. So, it felt like that, and I finally got up.