Dream

I remember there was a part when it was Ellen DeGeneres, and I thought of some figure in from French New Orleans, and she for some reason could recognize it and like gave a consoling gesture.  She was standing with my mom.  I thought Ellen DeGeneres said she was as short as my mom, and like I guess I was almost as tall as she is.  Then, I realized it wasn't her and she was like 5'5".  She left, kinda triumphant.  I told my mom about "the problem I had" because she wanted to be bigger than me, and then I know my younger aunt was there and my older aunt burst in, in front of Ellen DeGeneres.  I hugged each of them and tried to connect with my older aunt.  I sized up my age, like tried to just size it up to her, now how much older she was as an adult.  My mom and Ellen DeGeneres seem kinda young.  I've had the experience that people a little older than Ellen DeGeneres are also young.  I guess it's just that I'm half Chinese-Indonesian so think any female is too young or too old to talk to me as an adult.