So, why were people thinking you had to post your name and where you lived online? What about pictures?
Also, why did they want you to go crazy getting new sites and throwing away old sites? I had the feeling being organized was selfish. I also ended up doing things and feeling repercussions from others.
I'm just not having fun when I change in certain ways. People all prevent me from changing and interacting with others as my new self. They want me to like do stuff so they know what I'm gonna do and so they can like prevent me from doing it in a certain way.
Also, some people do weird things for attention. They also think what you accomplished and earned is "what's" at stake.