I was about to go to bed and realized how bad my world was. I have a feeling I need to go to the bathroom and I feel kinda lumpy. What if I got cancer?
I feel kinda dead from the sun. I wonder if I should wear sunblock.
I was also wondering ...
Hey, howcome Ellen DeGeneres is so nice now but I get all these nasty messages in private? My mom "has" to act different and keep playing pretend and annoying me. I'm fat, and people are being mean to me for not feeling well, I think. That's not my fault. Sometimes, I don't go to the grocery store, in time. I was walking around in the sun a long time, but that would have happened, anyway. Now, I'm just an experiment, literally. 1 good thing I figured out was to get supplies in advance before shopping for clothes.
Howcome Ellen DeGeneres and Tim Burton like to side with the underdog? They keep being so taunting like they're so good because they're not how they want to be. I am serious. Ellen DeGeneres thinks she's convincing. She's leaving insulting clues around. Tim Burton just insults me in suggestive ways like maybe I'm not really that good. Maybe, I have brain problems and health problems. Maybe, I'm not perfect. With Ellen DeGeneres, like I realize that like I'm getting these problems in the home. I hear these clicks in my room. They seem to have stopped. I had other problems. She seemed threatening last season. Ellen DeGeneres thinks because she's famous she's right. She's overly sensitive. She submits to racist people. I'm not attacking her but describing these messages I get in private. I am guessing they are just sorta things that are bound to happen. Since Tim Burton, everything I think is like picked at. Nothing makes sense.
What's the big thing about famous people with the crowd? Why does it have to be insulting?
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I mean, yea, I appreciate these people, but I'm wondering about the severity of my environment and how I want it to be liveable someday.