Problem

I can't keep having problems.  I don't see what's going on.  I mean, like I do something, and people have to "say it's okay."  I guess they'll only get worse.  Also, people like me but not really racially so are trying to appeal to my dad and use me as the scapegoat.  I didn't say that we had to explode the earth, I was just saying it's definitely an issue or problem.  It doesn't always happen directly, but it's like maybe it'll come up or maybe we should just talk about it.  Also, I feel people said that I can't really think and they're supposed to just sorta hurt me along the way and I never really did anything.  I keep getting these suggestive messages since watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."  Before, I had problems, as well, many.  I'm trying to get them better, though.  This is unfair and "could happen to you" if such a thing could possibly happen to me.  I can't believe what happened in school, the hard course and being kicked out of my major rather than being told to take less courses.