So, I associated a bad word in the same area as some thing with some people for taking liberty to be racist to me. I've literally been thinking of a*****ing people.
The problem is I feel that I have to do these things, I find, by surprise, when things happen, like skirting around a bad word or else I won't reach the light at the end of the tunnel.
So, I can ... not really because it would say I want to be let off say sorry, but these things really aren't deliberate.