So, I know I have lots of aches and pains. I'd like to talk about the discomforts I got talking to my grandma.
Also, I actually hear things. I know they could be real, but I think some of them aren't, a lot. I don't want to tell a doctor because I don't think they'd listen, anyway. I mean, I don't want them to do anything to me. I also had the feeling they wouldn't listen to the idea these days seriously because it's like a "solution."
So, I did some upper body workouts in my room and got thinner. It was good to take a break, and I think walking made the fat drain, as well.
So, I got a lot of bad thoughts as the day went on.
I guess something important I found was that minorities are susceptible to hatred. WHITE PEOPLE HAVE FOOLED THEM INTO GETTING REALLY DARK SKIN DOWN HERE, I KNOW IN FLORIDA|ORLANDO. They're absolutely miserable and look kinda injured.
Why does Ellen DeGeneres think she has to like p******* herself to black people? I mean that in the best way possible.
So, white people get their white skin back.
Hm, I still don't think it's good for anyone to have bad associations with black people. What about like friendlying up against someone who's Asian? I just noticed. It shouldn't be a big thing. I mean, I didn't go all out and ruin your life. I don't see why that would happen to anyone. (Maybe, we should figure it out.)
I guess I'm kinda torn because I feel I'm also expected to call my grandma and think about her in unpleasant ways, but no one cares.
I was wondering about everyone's fascination all of a sudden with Helena Bonham Carter.
So, I was so mad today because I was physically uncomfortable. I feel I "got" "the" joke. It's not because I was out walking. I am different now and am not sure if I should be but yes I learned not to think of the n word when someone is suggestive to me.
So, why are some people like always insisting insults on me? When I went to Saint Augustine, I felt really suggested to by a tourist thinking, "But you're Asian, Viet." What's with all the hysterics about my race? It's not something you crash. Is it because of Lily Rose? I mean no ill will, so please don't feel bad- I guess I was supposed to come to a verdict before posting this to the world. Too bad because I want to talk to the world and have them know what I'm put up with. I've already tried talking to my parents, and they're just like suggestive. I talk to all the lowly people and feel pushed.
I think seriously you need to get a blog and start posting all your thoughts and then post to celebs, on Twitter and on their popular fan board|s. Facebook, too, you can Share things on your own page, as wel, if that's what you're doing. You need to work to be #1 for everyone. You need to do exactly what you want to do. Everyone can be a #1.. I mean, I just feel kinda like in pain but like I'm a worthy person. I already complained about what minorities put up with being convinced to have such beat down dark skin. My skin was much lighter moving to the New Orleans area.