My dad keeps making bad remarks and then reacting when I am mad about it and think of something to stop my anger. I mean, I think that's how people are, it is the situation, and it is highly suggestive. Well, these remarks are inverbal. Like, say something isn't like "perfect" nor smooth. It just makes me feel worse about myself taking liberties.
I mean, we try to stop these thoughts, as we go online or do things to be in the world. No one even cares if we're sorry.