When my friends left me, I became depressed and eventually lost lots and lots of energy.
I think it's obvious about being very sensitive to the area you live in.
Louisiana was so different, and I couldn't think, about modern culture. I totally lost it. Right away. I still haven't gotten it back, never thought I could by maybe a miniscule chance in a chance.
I wanted to play softball, but there was no team. I did it my 1st year of high school, happy to wear no uniform at a public school, which got uniforms the next year. They didn't even put the softball photos in the yearbook, and it was the best picture I'd seen. I put down the book and then the page wasn't there. I know I played for the senior play then, too, but the coach said okay. I think she was mad. I was only JV because there weren't enough people. I actually thought I'd make soccer, but there were too many people. I think I tried to get in it like 3 times. Well, the 3rd time at a new school I participated in practice until I had to like go to ballet or maybe I just didn't come.